Age: 18
Location: Monroe, MI
Joined On: Mar 31, 2007
Searching: a voice to say my name so sweetly to make my heart weep from joy. I want to love the way she says my name...who ever she is...
I am letting go of this life. Everything I had ever held dear in my life is a sham to make others in my life happy. I make others "smile", which is still to debate, at the expense of my soul. The pain I feel after losing her near a year ago makes me want to cry; a promise she had enver held up.
I don't know what to make of the fruits of my own psychosis. Life chiming of measure by measure torture brings togetherfeelings of terror and emptiness. Where do I go from here? I don't kniw what the hell I am doiung in this life, except hurting everything I touch. Think of me as an anti-Midas, with the same results: pain. No, I don't turn my daughter into gold; I turn every relationship I have ever know, every feeling of comfort from human contact into hell.
There is an emptyness that I feel for these past weeks, including the loss of life in Vriginia Tech. At errible, avoidable, tragedy staged from the fruits of psychosis, Cho was an unstoppable ball of deathening emotion and fright. Killer's heart turned true, liver's hearts turn blue. We pray that the virus of sickness will not spread throughout the rest of the nation. The terrible consequences of the mind treason to the body and the soul have blown apart communities not only in Blacksburg, but in the entire world, with colleges and schools across the country being rattled with concerns about their own secutiry. My high school has had three bomb threats in the past two days, and eight schools in the state have had these scares. Let us hope that the world will learn that violence is an equivalence of empty life. Thank you.
Alrighty here. My first blog on PureVolume, the greatest website on the face of the earth (Way cooler than MySpace, which I am proud to say I don't have an account on). I love music. Music is my passion, well, besides my girl, who is the greatest person on the face of the earth. The is an intro to my forums, which I shall update relgiously every week. Whether it's on music, or sports, movies, life, or anything, I will always have something new for you all to ponder, and make fun of me about. Have fun in life, becasue there is only one shot as this game.
Twenty Thousand Volts
Thanks for the comment. We are working on getting more
and better sounding demos. We have a show Saturday
night (6/02) at 11 p.m. at the Monroe County Fair
Grounds for the Relay for Life. If you can, you should
come out and watch us live.
posted Jun 01