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BROKEN SOLDIER
Age: 18
Location: some where your not, AR
Joined On: Mar 05, 2007
Occupation: full time wild child idiot
Website: www.myspace.com/night_fighter
Dexter Blakemore Barnes
Huddersfield
lostxdesire
Saratoga, New York
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i i am michael im 17 and love music. i love to party i am the life of the party. because i have ADD and ADHD its cool.my theme song is image of the invisible by thrice and You give love a bad name by Atreyu. i am cool. I hate PREPS really bad. I love to lift wieghts but i am not a meat head. i love to play sports. I am also in the army. i love just about every ne of my friends but they say i am a hot stud who nobody can figure out so try if you can. They also love my blogs so read hem if you can.
I SALUTE THE FAMILIES OF THE VIRGINIA TECH TRAJEDY AND THAT MY UNIT IN JONESBORO, AR SUPPORTS THEM . LONG LIVE VT
i just got home from boot camp im in the army so duuuu. but i came home to perpose to my love. but now she has turned around and broke my heart so all i want is to just live my days out. but if you read this then send me a funny message to cheer me up ok thnkz.
Older i get
this is a song called older i get that im working on it is pretty kool. Older I Get The walls between You and i always pushing us apart nothing left but scars fight after fight The space between Our calm and rage started growing shorter , disappearing slowly day after day I was sitting there waiting in my room for you You were waiting for me too And it makes me wonder The older I get Will I get over it Its been way too long for the times we missed I didnt know then it would hurt like this but I think The older I get Maybe Ill get over it Its been way too long for the times we missed I cant believe it still hurts like this The time between Those cutting words Built up our defenses never made no sense it just made me hurt Do you believe That time heals all wounds It started getting better but its easy not to fight when Im not with you What was I waiting for I should've taken less and given you more I should've weathered the storm I need to say so bad What were you waiting for This could have been the best we ever had I'm just getting older I'm not getting over you I'm trying to I wish it didn't hurt like this it's been way too long for the times we missed i can't believe it still hurts like this
Crimson angel
Hey wazzup the is your food purvolume friend kick it im hear to say that some one just needs to give my good friend Crimson angel a big hug i have gave her one but she needs more she is going through alot and i just wish she could be happy because she is a very sweet girl and i really like her to tell you the truth if i lived near her i prolly would ask her out i like her she is cool. but she needs more friends to help her out and this is to any guys that has ever done her wrong dont let me fuckin catch you any were or anytime or ill beat the hell out of you
Darkness 3
this is the third trilogy of my life and third year. so here is my life
When is it eveident that you have hit rock bottom in you pittifull life. as you loose sight of everything you once held dearest to you. u can see it in my eyes that there is no life as i sit here wondering why i keep my self form the world. because days come and go but my fellings for her will last forever. and it kills me inside. the fire burns in my eys for the pasoin we once had as the love mixes with the rage. i become immoral an desolate. i depend on my heart but it has fled from me in this twisted life. i have lost the will to ever love agian. i dont want to im too scared. becasue she hurt me so bad. but yet my feelings for her are still here. why cant the world think of the desolate. wake up world and open your eyes to you youth that are hurting there self becasue there is no love in this life why must u she be so cruel why must the planet be cruel like a woman who hurt men. some men diserve it but there are men like me who diserve a little bit better. My knowlege has an end. i can see it in you eyes i can see it in my mind. im breaking free im breaking thorugh. ive over come every asset put be fore me and yet I STILL STAND HERE WILL TO LOVE HER BUT I GET NO ATTENTION I GET NO LOVE I JUST GET HATE. I STOOD THERE WILLING TO GET HURT BECAUSE I LOVED HER SO MUCH . I have another that wants to love me but can i cant trust her i cant give her a heart that is not there i yearn to love agian!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe one day my happyness will come to me. i am loseing control of my life. the burden onmy shoulders is to heavy to take.IM ALREADY DOWN ON ONE KNEE BEGGING GOD FOR A SECOND CHANCE AT HAPPINESS FOR HIM SO SEND SOME ONE OR SOMETHING TO ME. SO I CAN LET GUARD DOWN AND LET SOME ONE CAN HEAL THIS WOUNDED HEART OF MINE. ALL MY LIFE IJUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY BUT I CANT EVEN HAVE THAT. people dont want to realize that there are people hurting and that do need help and look to this world to help them. but when no one helps them they become cold and heart less. tHIS BLOG IS TO SEND A MESSAGE TO MOTHER EARTH TO SAY SAVE US FROM MANKIND AND HEAL OUR BROKEN HEARTS. I cry in tears for the chance to love again to feel that warmth and feel like i once did.
A HEART BROKEN SOLDIER
I joined the army to pay for a wedding ring and an extravagant wedding. but when i come home all hell turned loose. everything was going well until school started. a love broken in two by time itself. my love had no time for me. so i make her suffer by me suffering. i am a soldier trained no to cry or fear anything, i cried so hard i coughed up blood. she was my perpose, my life , my hole exsistence, but now its faded away, my life has no meaning, ill be lucky to even smile, if you have read this leave a comment plz to try and lift my spirits. THIS I SNO THE END OF THIS SAGA..........
Army cadence
check this shit out
IM READY TO ROLL WHEN I HEAR THE BOMBS BLOW
JUMP OUT OF THE SKY WHEN THE BULLETS FLY BY
TRAINED BY THE BEST I THOUGHT I TOLD YA
DRILL SARGENT SAID IM A SOLDIER.
STOP, BREATHE, GET IN STEP
ATTENTION, ADDIES, PARADE REST
ECKO COMPANY THATS MY SET,
2ND PLATOON WE ARE THE BEST
HUAHA!! CHECK US OUT WATCH US GO
HUAHA!! CHECK US OUT HIT THE FLOW
IF YOU LOOKIN FOR A FOOL DONT LOOK AT ME
BECUASE COMBAT ENGINEER 21 B
simply xo me
heyy not too much i guess.. you?
posted Apr 04
CrimsonAngeL15
where have u been?
posted Feb 18
CrimsonAngeL15
thanks michael...... especially for caring so much.....
posted Feb 07
CrimsonAngeL15
wow i barely read your blog.... it\'s really deep
posted Feb 06
CrimsonAngeL15
wow i barely read your blog.... it\'s really deep
posted Feb 06
CrimsonAngeL15
wow i barely read your blog.... it\'s really deep
posted Feb 06
CrimsonAngeL15
did u watch superbowl
posted Feb 06
CrimsonAngeL15
i wanna be there......
posted Feb 05