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KERIHEARTIREK
Age: 22
Location: Columbus, OH
Joined On: Jun 04, 2006
Alexander Eiffel
Aurora, CO
XxbrokenheartkidxX
Columbus, OH
weedemo16
Columbus, OH
YoungZiggy
Columbus, OH
"A rubar poco si va in galera, a rubar tanto si fa carriera." - Ain't that the truth?
heat w a v e
so can anyone tell me where the summer has gone? i suppose it got lost in the 100degree+ weather for the last weeks. do you ever wonder if the earth is just going to forget to cool down after blazing hot days? it amazes me that i can enjoy the evening after 11 by sitting outside with a sweatshirt on-how does that happen?
you know how many movies i have seen in the last two weeks to escape the heat wave! only about 5 but that is still a lot of movies in a short space of time. if you haven't seen the devil weras prada you must see it now- unless you are boarderline anorexic in which case the movie might serve as a trigger and open doors for relapses: not good.
know what else? i hate dealing with people as customers. never work in anything that requires customers service- people are so mean and bitter when it comes down to it. how do you avoid people such as this? you know the annoying, whining individuals who, heaven forbid, have to stand in a line for more than 5 minutes. try living in the ussr for the last century and then you won't feel so bad about waiting in line to buy fattening ice cream- yeah that's what i thought.
oh this is what happens when i find myself at a loss for things to entartain myself with and a list of albums to buy totalling somwhere between 250 and 300 dollars and a lack of money in my pocket. damn the summer job, why can't we all be pennyless?
home is where the heart is (or atleast free goods and services)
I have finished the 1,450 mile trek from my hole in the wall in Columbus to my makeshift bedroom (which has become somewhat of a storage area for the remainder of my family) in Castle Rock. I thought I would be thrilled to get back home and I am, don't get me wrong, but I find myself in a queer position. I don't want to be back at school, but there are no familiar faces around home it seems.
Or maybe I'm too ashamed to let my friends see how much weight I've gained since last September. I know people talk about the freshman 15 and I may just be a victim of such casualties, but I'm a fuckin lacrosse player at a DI university and we are not (dare I say it) fat! I have my work cut out for me this summer to say the least.
Sometimes I think that my lack of physical fitness is just me too worried to meet my full potential. Could that even be plausible? I mean, I know what I want to do and how I want to look, and there is a voice in my mind that tells me I'll get there eventually; however, I haven't started down the path to true balance between mind and body and whatnot.
Or have I? I don't know when I officially decided (if I have even decided yet) to decide that the drug-free lifestyle is the way my life is going. Maybe it was the many lacrosse parties the past 9 months and watching my teammates return back to their dormitories one morning still drunk or frantically trying to recall the events of the prior night. I actually had one of those nights a couple weeks back that ended in me throwing up ungodly amounts of nothing... but that is another rather disgusting story I'll bore you with later (never). That has since been my last night of drinking any alcohol and I'm sticking to my guns on this one.
I am even considering looking into a vegan lifestyle, but that requires some additional research on my bit, but it's time I start choosing a path and defining who I am. After all, that is what college is all about
until next time
keri <3
Alexander Eiffel
Free things are good things
posted Jul 24