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Age: 20
Location: Fort Smith, AR
Joined On: Apr 04, 2006
Occupation: College Student
Website: www.vgtheory.com
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Hey everyone...... -Dillon
I'm in college..
Hey its been along time since I posted.. I supose my life has changed a lot. I'm a freshmen at UA Fort Smith. I live in the commons.. (on campus apartments) In fact im updating from the on campus wifi. lol.
Anyways if anyone wants to hang out or whatnot send me a pm, visit my facebook, or find me on campus at UAFS.
-Dillon Bray
Hey...
Guess what?
Im posting again..Yeah it took me long enough, haha. Anyways..
I've been super busy lately.. So ill give you all a quick run down of my life lately.
I graduated last friday, it was pretty cool. :) Didnt goto any parties but I made up for it a few days ago, haha.
Ive been spending lots of time with my friends because pretty soon i wont be able to do that as much, you know...work, life..and so on.
Umm, ive started working again, I now work about 3-4 days a week. I know that doesnt sound like alot, but its back breaking work to me. lol.
My music collection has grown very very much.. So much that I went to FYE and got myself an mp3 player. Its pretty cool. Got it for $150, and it has 4gigs storage so i guess it wasnt that bad. To bad i have over 6gigs of songs... I supose i'll only put on the stuff i really like. lol.
Thats about it, I supose. Maybe ill post again soon. Dont forget to post comments.
Thanks,
Dillon
Die emo hair
Attention all emo clones.. Attention..
I'm tired of seeing the same God damn hair cut people. Like get a fucking grip..Be FUCKING ORIGINAL. Mmkay?!?! I wish some of theses emo kids would cut their hair only half as much as they do themself's... Well maybe I take that statement back. I WISH they would cut themself's more...
Thats right I feel this way. Get the fuck over it, and if you don't like it.. Go fucking cry about it.
Hell emo as a whole is 'Okay'. In fact I sometimes consider myself emo, but this shit is geting ridiculous.
It seems like evey guy that has blog on purevolume, has the same stupid hair cut. Do you all get your hair cut at the same place or what? Perhaps I will come up with the 'next big hair cut' for emo guys everywhere and they all switch to some type of hair thats even more fucking stupid.
Girl pants - Okay
Studed Belts - Okay
Crying - Okay
Sad Music - Okay
Stupid Fucking Hair Cuts, Of Which Most Emo Guys have - Not Fucking Okay
Okay my rant is done.
Thanks for reading.. fuckers.
Oh Yeah. I rock.
- Dillon
Mmhmm..
Yeah..
So not much is going on with my life right now.
Kinda busy, and bored all at the same time.
Oh and by the way.. any of you people that read my blog.. prepare yourself not to get anything that 'personal' from me.. because as it turns out. People really read my blog. =/ Who would of thought? Right? Anyways.
I rock.
You suck.
Get over it.
- Dillon
Life, retold by me.
So yeah. Today wasn't that great. :(
To bad I can't just rethink the whole day and it somehow magicly turns into text..but I will do my best to describe the day. Well maybe not ALL of the day, but a good portion of it.
After school Sarah, Josh, Anna, and myself went to hang out. After I picked up Anna, I got some gas then proceeded to Block Buster...after that we went downtown for a few hours and that was pretty fun. We got an application for Anna for 'No cloths' and got some ice cream/shakes. Once we got the ice cream we went to A little park thing, where we saw Anna's parents and her brother, Brian. I talked to him for afew and then Brian and their parents left.
At the park thing there was a man-made waterfall thing. We all tossed coins in, and made a wishes... My wish was personal.. and I'd write it, but people read my blog so I want it to come true.. but the sad thing is. Chances are.. it wont. :(.. Oh well right? Life goes on.
We left the park and got in my car and drove to the mall.. I was really supprised that Anna wanted to go back to mall after what happend the other night, but she seemed happy about going so we went.
I think we were in FYE for about an hour..and I kinda got really bored.. everyone kinda went in different directions and I was just kinda left to follow random people around (the random people are between Anna, Josh, and Sarah). I played somewhat of bummer cars, going from one to the next.. It really didn't help my boredness, but it was better then nothing. I left soon after when Anna begain talking about/pointing too 'Guys that she was into'. It kinda hurt my ego, abit.. even though I had no right to be hurt.. I just was. :( I couldn't really help it.. It was just a reaction I supose. I walked out of FYE about after 2-4 mins of that.. I didn't want to hear it anymore. I kinda wondered around the mall and became even more bored. I kinda wanted to just go away. Maybe away from everything. I felt worthless.., unloved,.. 'clingy' and just arg stupid.
I walked around the mall, feeling bad for myself because she was 'Looking for someone new' (A quote from later on). I kinda knew she was.. So I had reason to feel bad, and now that I look back it was somewhat justified. I got tired of walking so I sat down on an arm chair outside of Sears.. about then I saw Sarah, and Josh come out of FYE.. He called me.. but then noticed where I was siting and they came over to me.
I talked with them a short time and Sarah informed me that Anna and left with 'Some Guy' and from later on I come to find out that is was A few people, I supose. Anyways.. I was tired of the mall and I was informed that Anna had I supose 'Ditched' us.. So we left for the local coffee shop. I got some juice and Josh got some type of frappa. We played some Scrabble then Anna called me a few times.. asking where I was and stuff. We talked for abit, and about 20 mins later she called again asking for me to pick her up.
I kinda didn't want to pick her up.. but I would of felt bad if i didn't. I wasn't really mad at her. It was just that my ego was hurt..err cracked..err maybe smashed? I just thought she liked me because in a conversation with her in my car.. She asked me a question.. I was honest.. and she said she 'Wanted to, and didn't want to date me.' I can respect that answer just fine.. but when she left with 'Some Guy' it hurt me. I wanted to cry, but I didn't.. I know she has no obligation to me what-so-ever but as a friend it hurt aswell.
I picked her up, and she said she was sorry. I do believe she was, but I still hurt some.. It's hard to explain the pain.. I supose its more of a numbing pain to the heart. Umm.. Once I got her, we left for my house. We played some Halo on my xbox.. and played around on the 'Net some. At around 9:30 we left my house to take everyone home.
I took Josh and Sarah home first, then droped my McD's and I got Anna a double cheese burger. After I got the burger for her, I drove Anna home... Then I drove myself home.
On the way home I was feeling quite 'emo'. So I played Dashboard Confessional. And yes.. I cried.. Some.. STFU. I was hurting..(and I still am kinda.) =(
Yeah.. Why do I always set myself up to fail..? I can't believe I keep doing shit like that. My ego expand just large enough to get crushed under the weight of my false sense of security.
Something funny Anna asked me in my car to me was.. 'Do you want me to find you someone?' This question kind of shocked me.. and the times before when she asked that was 'yeah' or 'yes'; but this time I didn't say that..I didn't tell her I wanted her to help find me someone new... Because I don't think I want anyone.. well maybe someone but as you can see... I doubt that will ever happen.
I guess that's my day.. Thanks for reading or something..
Tommorrow I have prom.. It should be pretty fun. I doubt I post tommorrow, but I'll update sunday night, telling how it went.
The end.
-Dillon
MyHyperActiveHeartRushes
Thanxz for addin me!
posted Mar 13
amanduhhhh
hey. wow. never saw anyone on here locally.. im from
alma.. =/
posted Mar 07
xsimple_tragedyx
see i told you i added you. :P
posted Dec 28
tarah_bear
wow you have great music!!
posted Nov 13
The Vandon Army
Hey... Nice bands you have there on your list. Do you
listen to irish-punk at all? Like Dropkick Murphy\'s,
Flogging Molly, etc... stuff like that? If so you
should listen to
Vandon Arms... good old irish-punk. Be sure to
add them and comment if you like the sound... talk to
ya later!!!
posted Sep 20
oo[EmO-fAcU]t_t
hi well i\'m just checking the PVs with
\"YEAH\" cool PV dude se yah!
posted Jul 10
undeniable_emo
hey..i\'m in hot springs too..surprisingly i don\'t
think i have ever meet u..well i\'m kimi
posted May 21
dirty love
hey bud what up? i sp hate this fucking drama it
sucks and ppl so need to stay out of my life but not u
hehe welll ttul LOVE YOU
posted Apr 27