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JUSTANUMBER
Age: 18
Location: Norco, Ca
Joined On: Nov 19, 2006
Occupation: Student
Okay, . I'm Alyx, I am completely original and may scare you at times, but really I am someone that grows on your heart. You don't have to impress me, I'm not here to impress you. I have my own beliefs and I won't shove them down your throat so I'd respect it if you did the same. I', a passive person and don't get truly mad at many people and anger is a for letter word. I'd rather stay in bed a cuddle with my dog or cat; any animal actually. I am a Vegan and understand that animals have just as much right to live as humans do. I like my friend Nikki because when you poke her arm really hard you can feel her bone. oh and she smells like Cody Vaughn...even though it's gross. I lack ambition. I am in the Norco High School Blue Diamond Brigade.(Gotta represent the band nerds!) oh yeah, i also happen to be a tree-hugger who has slightly hippie-ish metal-ish buddies who love glow sticks (that glow dark) and strobe lights. Nikki will cut you with a spoon & Katie will shank with a fork(then molest you when your wasted).
Marching Season
Marching season is pretty much over and it's weird that i will actually have time to sleep and shower and all that. god forbid i should have clean hair. it's a bummer though cause i made all these great friends w/ a bunch of kids that are going to graduate before me. i suspect that in a year or two there will be no one in my school worth tolerating. except about 10 kids. i am probably gonna end up taking way too many summer school classes in order to do nothing my senior year. or have five music and art classes like a couple of my friends are doing. after high school i don"t know much about going to college. depends i guess on what i pursue. honestly though i am gonna miss some of those seniors pretty hardcore... ythggh sorry, i just hit my head against the keyboard. i think i am gonna go make beautiful music now.
peace and i am out.
Life in general with me going nowhere in particular...
yeah. well i think the topic says it all. I haven't said it to anyone but this whole "you nust choose what you want in life and go after or die" thing is really starting to scare me. i know a lot of kids feel this way but i can't figure out what i am doing in my life. my parents want me to be this doctor or lawyer (i know that's the whole stereo typical thing coming into play) and that's not what i want in life. I am not into ,and never will be into, the whole power-leadership-role. all i want in life is to make things beautiful or at least to show people how i see the world. i want to share everything i have with everyone and i want to spread love and color and feeling through my music or my art or my writing. whatever i choose. it's my decision...my parents don't see it that way. they think i'll end up some starving artist. don't think that i am not being realistic, i know that it's a hard thing to do and that i won't make a lot of money. i understand that it won't support me. but i don't do music for money. i do it for how i feel for those moments when i get to create something that wasn't there a second ago. the same peice of music will never sound the same way twice. perfection is always a couple measures ahead of you and each second is infinite. I can sit and play and all the sudden have someone yell at me that 5 or 6 hours have passed. it's the same way when i draw...what i feel inside ends up outside and just hovers there for a shimmering moment before i can clearly see it. and when i think it's there, i can never be sure and have to keep going. that's how it is. some of my really good friends have talked about it and it's different but it's all kind of the same. i want to go through life on my own terms, but no matter what i say, why can't i get them to listen without yelling or worse, laughing?
Hannes_TUC
Hey , check out my Band at
olume.com/theunusedcondoms. Add us if u like it!
posted May 01