Posted March 16, 2007
It's amazing how long
i've waited to see you
and when i do
i can't remember why
i cried myself to sleep
everynight over you
and i think to myself
did you ever really love me
like you said you did
or was it all just a lie
that was shielding me
from the truth
that would hurt me so bad
and make me cry
and waste those tears over you
and i just don't know why
but then you hold me
and cast a spell over me
that makes me want you back
and i remember
why i love you
and why i wasted those tears
on you for all those nights
and the tears no longer
seem wasted but wanted
but whats this i ask
you seem to have moved on
you left me in the dark again
i feel unwanted and lonely
but this time i'm much stronger
but i still want you
i still need you
i still love you
how can i love you
look what you've done to me
i'm a mess because of you
i'll never be happy again
i'm becoming weaker
a single tear rolls down my cheek
and soon i'm drowning in my sarrow
i can't breathe
my heart stops beating
and it's all because of you
how does that make you feel