sunflower felds
Posted March 18, 2008
I didnt abandoned this garden. If anything you did. its like one day your roots are somewhere else in someone elses garden. to nurture and love. thats not how a sunflower acts to her seed. You think you can just go away like its nothing. find a new garden a new family of sunflowers? You tell Me to grow up. ha well look at me now... i think im doing just fine. the only flower i see that needs to grow up is you. look at your roots older then your days. its from hidding from yourself, away from the shineing sun you lay the cold rain drops rest on your petals.... i took myself out of that i couldnt handle the presser of being alone i couldnt stand not seeing the sun shine in my eyes. and the yellowness of my petals looking up, with eyes wind open at the warmth of the sun. i dont think you relized how much you hurt me. i also think your in denily. denily with your own reality, all i wanted was you to come back to the sunflower field back to the garden where your own seeds needed you. i just want you to make the sun shine bright.... i guess its hard then it looks...
