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JESSIICKAYY
Age: 18
Location: United States
Joined On: Mar 18, 2008
so, i take life one step at a time. i do things no one will understand. i think about nothing far too often. i believe everyone has faith in something, thats what keeps the world alive. i wish people wouldn't try so hard to impress, its a wasted effort. i want to help people, they fascinate me. you can also find me on myspace. myspace.com/hernamemustbejessica i wont add you if you are old or you dont live in nj, pa, or ny. if your a cute boii then i might consider it.
sunflower felds
I didnt abandoned this garden. If anything you did. its like one day your roots are somewhere else in someone elses garden. to nurture and love. thats not how a sunflower acts to her seed. You think you can just go away like its nothing. find a new garden a new family of sunflowers? You tell Me to grow up. ha well look at me now... i think im doing just fine. the only flower i see that needs to grow up is you. look at your roots older then your days. its from hidding from yourself, away from the shineing sun you lay the cold rain drops rest on your petals.... i took myself out of that i couldnt handle the presser of being alone i couldnt stand not seeing the sun shine in my eyes. and the yellowness of my petals looking up, with eyes wind open at the warmth of the sun. i dont think you relized how much you hurt me. i also think your in denily. denily with your own reality, all i wanted was you to come back to the sunflower field back to the garden where your own seeds needed you. i just want you to make the sun shine bright.... i guess its hard then it looks...
