November 2, 2007

Posted November 2, 2007

Life.
Wow, things have changed so much since freshman year.
I used to be young, immature, unsure of the world.
I still am unsure of the world around me,
I feel so much older even though its only been a few months since the change from a freshman to a sophmore. No matter how many grade changes I go through i'm still looking for love. I don't want just anyone, I want to find. that one who just makes my heart burst.
I've been single for almost a year now, but i haven't been a lone, ive had my little flings, they were fun at first, they are getting old now. i'm just tired of the same old same old. i want something new, i want change, i want.. love. i don't think its too much to ask, is it? i don't know, maybe im reaching for something that's too far out of my reach. who knows, i live my life as its thrown at me, and thats exactly what i'm going to do.