Three sleepless nights
This isn't how its supposed to be.
But you are so good at
taking your time to get back to me.
I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.
It doesn't feel right,
holding someone else's hand.
Together on phone line,
and living at two opposite ends.
It scares me to think,
that you could find takers other than me
and better than me.
But your head is elsewhere,
and Im talking enough for both of us.
When will you see it's not (its not) so easy for me
youre careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
And I thought that you said
things were improving.
These laces are untied,
but my feet are still walking away.
(I fall from you eyes, your eyes I trusted, you said forever)
I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
(Don't say...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
(Don't say that we can...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
(Don't say that we can still be...)
Is this really happening?
I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
(Don't say that we can still be friends)
Erase my name from this page.
How can you take all these days
(What is inside of me what have I done?)
and throw them away
(Is this the only way that you will notice me?)
as I sit here waiting for you (for you)
(Dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you)
I stay up nights
(If you are still pretending this is what's right)
until stars leave the sky
(Why can't you look at me can you only see?)
knowing what my dreams can take away
(One side, your side, can take away)
Walk away from me.
This night is done.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:jeremy
Birthday:3-21
Birthplace:wichita
Current Location:ditto
Eye Color:brown(like shit)
Hair Color:brown as well
Height:bout 6 foot
Right Handed or Left Handed:right
Your Heritage:not to sure really
The Shoes You Wore Today:ellements (not a skater just like the shoes)
Your Weakness:saying no
Your Fears:being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:a taco or mexican
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:finish putting my 350 in my s-10
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:your a fairy
Thoughts First Waking Up:damn when is this headache gonna go away
Your Best Physical Feature:my cock
Your Bedtime:2 to 3 am
Your Most Missed Memory:i forgot it
Pepsi or Coke:cola is nasty
MacDonalds or Burger King:the bk lounge, duh!
Single or Group Dates:depends on the girl
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:vanillaC
appuccino or Coffee:cappuccinoizle
Do you Smoke:hell no
Do you Swear:uh...fuck ya. but i wanna stop
Do you Sing:not good but sometimes
Do you Shower Daily:at least once
Have you Been in Love:ya
Do you want to go to College:going in the fall
Do you want to get Married:god i hope i do
Do you belive in yourself:...damn thats a hard one
Do you get Motion Sickness:nope
Do you think you are Attractive:somedays
Are you a Health Freak:not too much
Do you get along with your Parents:for the most part
Do you like Thunderstorms:ya mon. deh be sweet
Do you play an Instrument:unfortunatly no
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:i dunno if its been a month yet
In the past month have you Smoked:no way
In the past month have you been on Drugs:definatly not
In the past month have you gone on a Date:yup
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:yup, today
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:never ever had it
In the past month have you been on Stage:ya at graduation
In the past month have you been Dumped:no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:uh...maybe
Ever been Drunk:oh yeah
Ever been called a Tease:many times in a hot moment
Ever been Beaten up:nope
Ever Shoplifted:nope
How do you want to Die:peacefully and happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:a father and a husband, and damn good ones too
What country would you most like to Visit:italy
In a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:blue
Favourite Hair Color:brown
Short or Long Hair:shortish longish
Height:5' to 5'10"Weight:i dunno?!
Best Clothing Style:i dunno that either
Number of Drugs I have taken:none
Number of CDs I own:a lot. couple hundred
Number of Piercings:0
Number of Tattoos:0
Number of things in my Past I Regret:1,000,000,000
Al Ah Sin
jeremy jeremy jeremy you know i care it just delete
everyones comments haha like i declinee 80% of people
who wanna be my friend haha :)
posted Oct 14
Al Ah Sin
so theres 2 and a half hours between us. and i remember
waking up to talk to a certain wizard of oz at like 4
in the effin morning. ps. totally went to see wicked
on broadway and thought about you. get those heels
clickingggg
posted Aug 27
Al Ah Sin
i leave for new york tonight on the red eye. we really
need to catch up i read our old messages and i was like
damnnnnnnn i knew a lot about him haha, text me! and if
you cant, fix your phone so you can. 17097270302
posted Aug 19
Al Ah Sin
i leave for new york tonight on the red eye. we really
need to catch up i read our old messages and i was like
damnnnnnnn i knew a lot about him haha, text me! and if
you cant, fix your phone so you can. 17097270302
posted Aug 19
Al Ah Sin
i leave for new york tonight on the red eye. we really
need to catch up i read our old messages and i was like
damnnnnnnn i knew a lot about him haha, text me! and if
you cant, fix your phone so you can. 17097270302
posted Aug 19
Al Ah Sin
JEREMY BLAKE! i do :)
posted Aug 18
Al Ah Sin
no 18 haha
posted Nov 07
Al Ah Sin
in canada
posted Nov 05