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JERICHOSWALL
ENJAYYY
Leicester, United Kingdom
xRENE_MIGOSHx
United States
Ali Pistol
Blythe, CA
imsyko
Las Vegas, NV
I'm not a casual genre. I prefer not to label myself, and I would be grateful if you didn't either. I used to skate everyday, my passions change daily. I play bass and accoustic guitar, but don't expect me to put it on here. I suck at singing, but I try though. I talk on aim alot....I mean alot if you want to talk to me or what not then be my guest. I don't judge until I feel I have a better view of what I am said to be judging. I am very sarcastic and called an asshole daily. I won't be tactful or nice if I don't feel like it. I never turn away a friend, they are the family I CHOOSE there is almost nothing I wouldn't do for them.
A Self Imposed Death
hidden in a shapeless mass
covered in sins of tomorrow
filled with regrets of past
prospective outlook
gone with the wind
taken with a word
surrounded by love
contained by fear
filled with loathing
the air is thinning
so I breathe so deep
gasping with pain
there is no escape
my limbs are restrained
held so firm
my bonds are strong
I feel so weak
when is my time?
my path is dark
with many bright lights
I feel so blind
this shield accross my eyes
it covers all that is good
leaves me in darkness
all the anguish I withstood
close to my heart
no cracks to vent
like acid to my mind
it eats itself away
I am dying
a self imposed death
Too Little, Too Late
everyday always the same thing
the same steps, the same words
nothing has changed
This distance is burning me up
my faults are building up
fissures in my soul growing so fast
my blood runs cold, heart like ice
warms with your voice
my eyes so light and bright
these thought of you cant be right
a past so gone, a time so lost
now my heart is full of frost
this memory hurts so much
never forgotten i wont lose touch
it cant be helped not at all
i feel so alone, my court is empty
you seem to have the ball
the bounce hurts so much
we shouldnt have dropped it
i shouldnt have run
my pain has just begun
we were just too young
forever and always
"Untitled"
words like knives cut faster than steel
the wounds that take so long to heal
why cant you understand how much it hurts
you cause this pain with so much ease
ripping my heart till it starts to bleed
how does it feel?
how do you sleep?
why must your pain be given to me?
cant you just let me be?
your flaws are visable
stop pointing mine out
own up to your guilt
my steps are bold
because they are my own
this distance is growing
my path has forked
yours has as well
now walk your way
My Night, My Prison
I look to the sky full of fire
as i walk on an icy road
walking to oblivion
through this portal of fate
my last steps in this world
passing through reality
the darkness encroaches
a deeper hue than ever before
a faster pace is what i need
I look to the light as I run
it looks so bright I cant stop
it begins to dim, i run faster
I fall to the ground
my light has diminished
sobbing in agony
the realization comes
this is my darkness
this is my loss
I have lost my light
my way is gone
where is my road?
I stumble in my stupor
unable to find my way
these days are done
wait, I hear a voice
it sounds so sweet
my eyes are open
I look for this voice
only to find an empty room
I hang my head and cry
I am alive once again
looking to this bright new day
the night is my prison
my guards are demons
both past and present
who can make my bail?
who will save me from the night?
Time
We both knew the cost so broken, ashamed, and lost
I loved and tried; I lost my tears through my pride
Time will tell what happens next
The truth of our deeds has yet to come
There is no answer to our queries
The lies we keep accross our eyes
blinds and deafen the strongest men;
with nothing left departing this forsaken land
Time will tell what happens next
Only then will we know
And I ask is that the only answer?
Is this why we strive for the best;
Why we prepare for the worst
The darkness is encroaching
My light is dim and losing shine;
But in truth I am losing a part of myself
The part of me you took so long ago
My love, my life
Why am i filled with this strife?
Is it my turn to live?
Does this pain ever cease?
I have no answers.
My yearning falls on deaf ears;
While the mighty turn their backs
My shame is a badge I wear in disgust
I can't go on much longer;
But I must, my life is my own;
but my heart is not longer
I will follow this path till the end of days
My journey to the truth;
Is a journey of self
My life is no longer my own;
It is owned by time
And time can only tell what happens next
He completes me
hi whats up?
posted Mar 18
ENJAYYY
sounds like a plan mate
posted Jul 05
Chauntecleer
Hello there! Click on the picture to listen!!!
Hit me back and be a
D">friend!!! Thanks and God bless, Rich
posted May 10