hey i'm silvee. i like food more than sleep. i'm from germany but i speak more french. i have a license but no car or job so i don't get to enjoy the rights of a driver. talk to me or not. whatevs.
Goddammit. I hate fucking not wanting to sleep. I hate being scared to go up to my room and lay there, trying to fall asleep. I don't really have insomnia. I'm just too scared to try to go to sleep. I hate staying in South Carolina. I really want to go home more than anything. Then I could go to bed without Ian having to talk me to sleep. He has summer school so he can take geometry to get ahead and take an engineering program next year, so he has to go to bed way earlier than me, as he wakes up at 5:30. I feel so alone here. I really don't want to be here. Hopefully I'll get the job at Alco when I get home, so I can spend more time with Ryan and make more $$, not to mention I'll actually have an excuse for not coming here for like 6 weeks. I miss everyone way too much for this shit. We just sit around the fucking house all day. I see my dad like twenty minutes a day. How about this: I'll come for a week, when you're actually HOME, Dad, and then I won't bitch. I'm tired of being a zombie who nevers leaves her fucking lair. Who just sits around and is encouraged to go on the computer all day. I don't want to be afraid anymore.
I don't want any of it.
me && my brother were watching the GAYEST SCI FI MOVIE EVER
ooh seventh heaven! i love.
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