Today was rather cloudy...

Posted April 26, 2006

Today was a bit of a downer for me.
So I wrote a song.
It's really crappy.
And needs work.
But it's how I feel.
More like felt.
But still.

"Etu, Brute?"

I've found all my alliances
to be vipers in the grass.
You, who turned iron
into glass, did it feel so
beautiful to break
the wings of hope
between your fingers?

I can't say that I care
anymore, if you think
I am lovely.
I was never truly
sweet or "particularly pretty"
I'm sick of trying to
be wonderful for you.

The least you could have
done was tell the truth.
And I would swallow
every pill, filled to bursting
with the most scathing
of criticisms with unfailng
grace.
I love (loved)
you, but this hurts too much.