Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb inside? Or how to defuse it, Without destroying its ride? You can't.
&&. well there is nothing else to do. && i thought maybe someone may read this??..Are you really?. Are you caring to know my odd..uhmm boring life. I think you do care. Well thank you. Well I am at school right matter of fact Im in my accounting class. Well I just back from lunch &&. I went with Kyle &&. Zach &&. While standing in the McDonalds line I saw MISS TARAH LYONS<3 Its been forever &&. guessss what she is getting MARRIED on January 27th. Where have I been??. Life is moving on so fast right pass me. I can't even keep a guy for 6 months. Could you image getting married??. Well I've been single now for a month well a little more than a month. To hell with Alexander. 3 He stopped by my house yesterday &&. was expecting to get to fall for his little trick again!!..you know the ""I love you and haven't thinking about you since we broke up again""..Yeah okay its old.. it dont work on me anymore. But I do have this amazing guy in my life. His name is James ((a smile comes to my face)). Let me tell you a little bit about this guy uhhmmm...He is amazing. ohh ok you already knew that. But, , he is my dream guy, he treats me like the queen I am,He is in college ((good future)),He has a job(( he works with me)), &&. He makes me feel like I have not felt in a LONG time -Happy-. Well last night was pretty much awesome. James picked me and Damien ((the brother)) up at my house around uhmm 5. We went to wendy's &&. ate then to the powderpuff football game at 6. Watched that &&. watched my best friend Miss Branna Packard help have the sophmore class of '09' kick ass.. Amaris made the winning touch down..Props to her. Well the best part of the game was I was with James. &&. I got to see some friends who go to the carrer center now that I have not seen in awhile .. Such as Ben,Chris && Natasha. =) Well...anyways..I really want to settle down..Yeah i know Damn im still young. I've been through alot lately and I have to say. Im mature for my age. Okay your wondering what i mean by settle down..I wanna be with that guy that completes me,I wanna know what Im going to do with my life, &&. I just want to happy. I think its coming soon. But i will know when it happens its true. I was tihnking alot about college too. Well im going to the carrer center for nursing or cosmotology...Try nursing cause I want to do sykology or anastegeology..((prolly speeling alot of this wrong))..sorry typing fast && not very smart. well i have go to go..Please leave me your thoughts.
Friday was a wild one.....
-went to school,went to Ashley Nicoles, Hung out with Jennifer,Vincent and Aaron from the band "Time and Distance". Went to Candies later on then got drunk. (PARTY). There was Me, Ashley, Candie, Jon, Jennifer, Vincent, Aaron, Beth, Chris, Devin, Alison, Tim and James. I was drunk by 11:30 pm. Went to Hardees at 3:30 am with Jon. We decided they were having sex in the bakk. [lol] Then walked to a RANDOM coke machine with Jon at 4:00am and soakin wet.Then stayed up till 8:30am. Went to bed for 2 hours and back up again. Hung out with James until he had to go to work. Then just chilled on the couch until Jennifer,Vincent and Aaron from "Time and Distance" a.k.a. called Squared called us and. We went over to Ashley's house which is where they all stayed and we cooked out. Then Corey and Cory came over and we hung out all of us. Then we decided to go to sternwell fair. And I got on the bike and went with Jon. Then we all went back to Candies and drank a little then me and Jon wanted skittles so we went to Wal-Mart in Vienna then my parents called me and got all pissed so we left and we took me home. & lsitened to them bitch me out. & the most tragic ending me and Alex broke up for good after dating off and on for 5 years. 3 ...Yess. I truly cried.
xBrix
hey. thanks and no i never said anything even like i
was going to say anything about your age...everyone was
telling me that Branna said if she didnt get the job
she was going to tell them you werent 16. I always
thought you were 16 cause you look like it and Im not
the type of person to mess with others lives Im not
like that...people told corey rutter a bunch of shit to
that wasnt true which pisses me off. But im excited to
work with you Thursday =] I hope you know I wouldnt say
a thing about your age or what not.
posted Jan 16
Loudmouth
Hey! i just thought all my friends should know this: i
just set up an artist account. i got really bored and
started screwin with this music program, so i made some
electronica stuff. Purevolume.com/summonerofsnakes
posted Jan 14
xBrix
My brothers name is Brad...he got hired the same day as
me and sam and went to orentaion with us....I work
Tuesday & Thursday from 5-7 so maybe well be working
together..yea we need to hangout more since we have no
classes together or anythin
posted Jan 12