stupid
Posted July 15, 2007
things are so hard.
and I dont have you here for me.
not because of a choice you made,
or a decision of my own,
but because of somthing neither of us can control.
I just want to talk to you.
I miss you so much.
and I know what needs to be done,
why cant I handle it the way I see fit?
that way, we could still have all those amazing conversations about nothing.
we could smile and laugh like we used to before any of this happened.
because they've closed their ears towards anything I have to say,
that isnt possible.
scream.
thats what I want to do.
at the top of my lungs until I run out of breath.
I want to yell at everyong who doesnt understand
I want my friend back.
I need you.
why cant you just read this and do somthing about it??
because you dont have magic powers and I leaned on you way to much.
you're just as helpless as I am in this situation.
its as simple and as complicated as that.
now what am I left with?
