Why am I doing this? I know it's wrong, but I just can't stop. I get mad enough and I can't control myself. It's never as bad as the first time. Why am I such an idiot? Am I desperate for attention? Do I feel neglected? Or do I think this is cool, that it's the hottest trend? Would my case even be put under that classification? I hope not. But then again I have the same intention. Only two people know, well almost three, but I know they would never tell. I don't talk to them enough for them to really care. It was late at night when I told them so maybe they don't remember. I'm going to have to take action myself. I can't keep doing this. It won't be too long before people start putting pieces together. I have to stop this now.
This is a little journal I wrote in one of my stories and thought it sounded pretty cool.
Why am I doing this? I know it's wrong, but I just can't stop. I get mad enough and I can't control myself. It's never as bad as the first time. Why am I such an idiot?…
Jun 09, 2009
This school year has been sooo drama-filled and stressful. It's ridiculous. I've really changed too. Last year I was so naive and sheltered, this year I've come out of…
May 27, 2009
The Concert rocked! I had a blast. I lost my voice after the first song. I sounded terrible. I felt really bad because nobody really cheered for Cute Is What We Aim For…
Nov 23, 2007
I so can't wait for the young wild things tour. Only for more days! I JUST CAN'T WAIT!
Nov 16, 2007
I LOVE FINDING NEW BANDS! Message me and I'll check your band out! :)