Age: 18
Location: United States
Joined On: Feb 24, 2008
"The week seems long and you cant wait till your sunday morning masquerade.
Let down your guard and everything just seems to fall to shame. With a nervous
look you search but your only one to blame."
Quote "Sin Is A Powerful Thing....."
I don't know how to say this
My thoughts have just run out
I'm a Christian. I'm not 2008 years old. I'm actually fourteen. Freakin' thing wouldn't let me change that. I orginated from the lovely State of California. I moved from there at the age of eight to Arkansas. When I moved I was into pop and hip-hop crap. But after hanging out with the youth group from Calvary Chapel Bartlett I drop the pop and hip-hop and saw how lame it was and grabbed the metal and have been into it for years. By the way I don't have that hick like accent. I'm a True Californinan!
Oh, and UNderOath RAWKS!
......1:33 in the mornin' really gets a dude hyper!!!! I've been up since 7:45 Friday mornin' doing yard work and being a freak. See i wouldn't be here right noe if all my friends hadn't fallen asleep. But I guess they can't handle the energy. So i decided to type up something to all those who actually care to read this crap. Honestly i would just skip it and see what defines this person. But now that i have time to kill and time to think about it, blogs really define the person more than most information. Just randomly writin' now. I'M FALLIN' ASLEEP! OH NO!!!!
When I sing out from the bottom! the floor boards hold me back in rage. They never wanted me to be here. yet here I am. Scream out but nobody'll hear. Freak out and thrash around who's gonna care? Trapped beneath the weight of the older generation nobodys gonna listen to a rebelious teen.//Why is it so hard to be heard? its just another kind of torture to the young people. But what do they care. We're all just rebelious teens listening to no one but ourselves.//How unfair! what do they know they've lost their memory as teens they don't understand! My wires are cuts. my fuse is a thread. Hold on this isn't it!//Why is it so hard to be heard? its just another kind of torture to the young people but what do they care we're all just rebelious teens listening to no one but ourselves.//How cruel to shut us out. We're smarter than they think. But all they think about is me me me me! ME ME ME ME! ME! ME! ME! Say nothing but trash! speak but only heard junk. What has gone wrong? What is wrong?!//Why is it so hard to be heard? its just another kind of torture to the young people. But what do they care. We're all just rebelious teens listening to no one but ourselves.// Thats untrue! Thats not right! We hear! We listen! We understand! Nothing is right! Everything is out of place! Lighten up its just a joke! But never hear anything but "Joke" WHY SO! SERIOUS?!
I've been crawling around around in the dark for a while. Sprawled out across the floor, not collecting dust anymore. Define me a parasite. Define my host. Trapped beneath the floor, I slowly waste away. I pull my frail body into a chair, and look me in the face. I'm disappointed, so disappointed. This will be my last one, it's gonna be good and hard. It might be a touch out of key, a touch out of key. When this thing breaks, I will be you, you will be me. I'll pray that this is really happening. When this thing breaks, I will be you, you will be me. Let's hope this is short lived and riddled with disease. Oh god! The noise! This ringing in my ear, it's so unclear, so unclear. I hear them talking, but can't make out the words. Speak up! Speak clear! I hear them talking, but can't make out the words. Speak up! Speak clear! Where have I been? What terrible company, with zero apologies. My God, where have I been? Where have I been? When I sink to the bottom, I'll sing out as it fills with water. I hope I've done enough. When this thing breaks, I will be you, you will be me. Let's hope this is short lived and riddled with disease. When this thing breaks, I will be you, you will be me. We'll pray that this is really happening. I'm worn out. I'm worn thin. I will never break through. I'm worn out. (Where have I been?) I'm worn thin. (Where have I been?) I will never break through. (Where have I been?) Let Me Out! Let Me Out! Let Me Out!
The Lord God, the Mighty One Calls the earth from east to west. God from Zion does shine forth; Perfected in beauty he. Our God comes, no silence keeps, Fire before him, tempests 'round. He calls out to heav'n and earth, So that he may judge his own: "Bring to me my faithful ones, Who made covenant with me through their sacrifice!" The heav'ns call God just, for he is judge!
If seeing is believing then they've gouged out all their own eyes They're confused by the love, the hate, all of the hypocritical lies Their own misfortunes, creating the selfish disguise That will seed the beginning of their spiritual demise (repeat) (Chorus:) I can’t believe this is happening My faith depleting somewhere buried inside, alive Afraid, unstable, but learning that these things will clear in time I’m so scared, I’m so scared of what I might become Straying from the beaten path that I’ve been on for so long Finally moving forward in life, acknowledging my faults That’s haunted my every move for what seems like years My conscience screaming, realizing things aren’t as bad as they appear Still anchored in our old ways And just when you think everything's going to be alright Defenses down, so vulnerable to what once had you gripped so tight The miracle I needed, no longer mistreated The life changing motivation, my only inspiration Calm the storms and I'll walk the waves My eyes are open, and I can clearly see CALM THE STORMS AND I’LL WALK THE WAVES And just when you think everything's going to be alright I’m vulnerable to what once had me gripped so tight
Xxmid night lightXx {WISHING …
elo there what is new with you guys??
posted Jan 03
eric
myspace.com/aunteater omg! do
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posted Oct 14
CuPcAkE:)
nothin much just trying to finish getting ready XD!
posted Sep 06
CuPcAkE:)
thats nice!!
posted Sep 05
hopecore.com supporter
not much man, things have been good! you? dude your
page makes me want to see dark knight again! -ketch
posted Sep 02
CuPcAkE:)
nm u?
posted Sep 01
CuPcAkE:)
heya!!
posted Aug 25
carolines grey eyes
hey im caroline hows it going
posted Aug 24