Age: 20
Location: suicide valley
Joined On: Feb 16, 2006
Occupation: student
this is me my names samantha hart aka sam nuthin more to it im in love with a man who means the world to me. id never wana be with out him hes amazing. now back to me im 20 i have 8 tattoos and 14 piercings im planning on gettting more tattoos tho after i have a babie. i love to draw and anything that has to do with art. i love music i listen to it loud and proud no matter if its rock pop hip hop or country its all good to me. i love to be random. and be myself i dont o things to please other ppl i do it for me! my life is hecktic with work jail my family and my sick grama. shes real sick i dont kno if she member me in the end but i love her. i love colored hair. and just bright colors i mean my key board is neon green lol
but this is me and the man im marrying! by the way i was I AM MRS.HART

dude just kill me
let me go
ripped to pieces
not to be sewn
broken
fake
misery
i cant believe u lied to me
now im hurt and broken
this life just isnt worth it
i hate ppl relationships the whole fuckin shabang
kill me let my life end
*bang bang* she shot im dead
Tonite I wana die
For u I will always cry
My hearts so empty
My eyes are dry
My blood is dripping
My mind is tripping
Your love I tasted
Now my life is wasted
I wither away
More and more each day
The words we said
Keep going threw my head
The nights we spend together
I will forever treasure
My faith is lost
My pain has been found
The night you went away
My heart burst in flame
For the love I had just broke away
We fell more and more each day
Suicide is in my mind
Your love I wish to find
This dream will never come true
All I want is to be with you
Day in and day out
I scream and shout
That tonite I wana die
i am on the edge of suicide and no one can see me
no one cares if i go
just let me go or ill just let myself go
death is my only true happiness
give me death a shot to the heart
u give me pain when were a part
just kill me now
just spare the time
uve broke my heart
my trust my faith
ive lost the way ive lost my sight
for this i say good nite
theres no use for me to live
to live is to do i live to die i want to die
like we all do we all die in the end
but my end will be tonite
this isnt a lie or a joke
its simply my suicide note
im so fuckin tired of lovin some one and them hurt me i feel so fucked no one cares any more they dont they fuckin use the word love and dont mean it to me when some one says they love me i expect it to be real not fake i dont get close to ppl becuz i end up getting hurt to day is such a bad day and im tired of every one every body this un greatful planet filled with unworthy fuckin people who are set out to hurt me im tired of living tired of trying to do things right wen they r so wrong i fuckin hate my self i feel so fuckin ugly and no ones makes me feel better some ppl make me so happy which is rare cuz im always this stupid depressed girl and then they hurt me and im back where i started im tired of bein here some one jus please kill me before i do it myself!! some one please just kill me it would spare a lot of ppls time and make me truely happy just let me go im tired of being hurt im tired of the pain im tired of this just end it NOW
dedicated to the love of my life!
MY WORST FEAR
my worst fear is to be loved but not for who i am
to be takin as a fake phony
to live in this world of lies and unworthy people
to be alone when its not needed
to die with out the one i love beside me holding me tight
to not be taken serious in the most tragic of times
to loose the ones i love in the most terifying ways
to loose you
to live with out you would be a horrifying scene
for this i say
my worst fear is being without you.........
Betrayed for the Last Time
myspace.com/justlikesuffering no comments though babe
posted Jul 26
Betrayed for the Last Time
il call you soon babe
posted Apr 15
XrayneXfallsX
ahh. i don\'t like hot topic, but i do know beyond the
break. i don\'t know where modesto is, heh. but then
again, you probly have no idea where my place is
either. let\'s just say LA suburbs.
posted Apr 07
THE kHz
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posted Apr 05
XrayneXfallsX
baaabe. your hair is sick. manic panic?
posted Apr 04
Betrayed for the Last Time
ill try to call ok?
posted Mar 25
Betrayed for the Last Time
how are you babe
posted Mar 22
Betrayed for the Last Time
well i might call you sometime
posted Mar 12