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INSANENOUTOFCONTROL
Hey whats up everybody, Im Alexander. Probably one of my most favorite things to do is play rugby so anyone who does is already my freind. I cant stand small dogs and my house is sorrounded with them, so I havnt seen my backard in years though i hear its beutiful. I love art,inde,hardcore, and electronica.I always think music, like art, is a form of expression and should have a meaning to it. I just recently went to new york and loved it. My favorite place was the museum of modern art. If I could, i would move and live inside the museum. i like movies and eventually will be making them in the future.
cold
sometimes life to me is like playing the same sad song over and over. a song that reminisses the great time before the heartbreak. It just plays and plays over and over but for some reason you keep on listening. something about the song attracts you to sink into a darker whole farther and farther into the core of sadness. People say not to look back on things, live the now not the future. its just so hard though sometimes. Its like something is haunting you to look back and never get up, just lay there with your face to the ground. you make choices and you never look back, no regrets. Thats something i always like to tell my self. If only i could really follow it.
awesome
so im pretty much stuck in a place called paradise to some. Its kind of weird, like how some people can find someplace amazing while others just want to runaway from the hell. Its probobly different when you have a choice to go there for the weekend or have to stay there for the whole summer because your dad lives there.
My closet is the place i like to call home, my house is the world. home, like a closet, traps you from the light, but once you escape, you never feel more free. for now, im locked in my closet till im eighteen. So ill probably have to live without the ultimate highschool experience and go right into the stress of college. I feel like everything i miss I'm really missing out, or am I. Its just the fact that when you miss something its a bigger deal then it really is, and when you have it, its just a blur.
olah
i dont know spanish but im learning so dont make fun of me. anyway, what the hell is a blog, is it supposed to be my personal journal to the world or something, i find that pretty weird. so entry number one, i ran 3 miles, worked out, and watched t.v. i really need to get out of this closet.
Just_Some_Asian
Awesome ^_^ That\'s always good to hear!
posted Sep 20
Just_Some_Asian
Hey there, Thanks for the add! How are you ^_^
posted Sep 17