I'M JUST TRYING TO DANCE

 

Age:  17

Location:  in colorado

Joined On:  Jan 06, 2006

Occupation:  student

Website:  www.myspace.com/xxxpwnstar

 
 
 
 
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Its only a matter of folding in time and space Before I become your epidemic

 
 
January 28

<333 please read little things

Imperfect list of imperfect things about me

I really like my name and couldn't have asked for anything better, and i sometimes wonder if there will ever be a Dan jr.

My family seems incomplete and disfunctional possible result of divorce and the emotional seperation, i always have a favored parent/household it sucks

I always wish for my life to be different and i try and change it, it never seems to live up to my standards but i can never quite keep my standards steady

i get easily envious, and feel like im always on the outside looking in, i want what others have and can never have it.

im slowly accepting the life i've been given and slowly reducing the value of materials in my life.

I have one to many addictions,they aren't becoming or good for me

I feel depressed too much and wish that there was always someone there for me

The people that should be there for me are only half there, and the friends i think i have may not really be friends
and i have to act like i beleive in god for these friends to stay my friends
im a hypocrit and the only reason i am is because if i wasn't i'd be lonely

I only have 3 true friends none are best

3 is my favorite number: it symbolizes love,happiness,honor, and life

For some reason i don't expect life's roadblocks and bumps and it makes it harder to accept them

I have a somewhat bad past it it is kinda holding me back

I Love the snow
I Love the rain
I Love colorado and beleive it will always be my home
I cotinuously criticize myself and alwyas think i'm fat ugly and have low self esteem, but my confidence never seems to be hurt
but it could always be better

I love chap stick and the many tastes it comes in
I Love Tea, iced and hot more then water

I try to be healthy but always end up eating too much, not working out enough, or don't eat enough veggies and fruits

I always try to look like a million bucks in my appearance but end up looking like 2 cents, i can't accessorize worth shit no hats, watches, or glasses

My personality is awesome at times

i think im cool sometimes but not often but i usually just roll with it

Girls:
A perfect girl to me is one with bright eyes of any color and beautiful brown hair,matched by a beautiful smile.

I don't like blondes

I love dancing with them,though um im a lame dancer

I try to be romantic

I'm really good at screwing up and making things awkward,i dont know why

if i like you a ton i'll write a poem for you

Yes i have had sex,but don't want it in a relationship i want to experience life with girls and make them feel wanted, but i want to feel wanted in return

I hate breaking hearts and it breaks mine when i break yours

im not a ladies man at all, but i beleive im a sleeper

i don't crush i see potential

The best thing about boobs are the girls that they're attached to

I beleive i have a good sense of humor
and that i am very sweet, i can be the biggest sweetheart, if the need is there

I want a storybook romance, not a celluloid dream, NO movie script

The littlest thing a girl does brings on the love

I know what true love is

Cuddling+ kissing= my weakness

Let me buy you things i like it, i don't feel obligated

And the biggest thing of all we must be friends, it's better that way

Music:
I love all kinds of music in moderation
Untitled 3 by sigur ros may quite possibly be thebest song ever written
My faves are hardcore, folk/experimental alternative, ambient
and anythhing catchy besides the shit they play on the radio

Best bands of all time: Radiohead,Sigur ros, august burns red, tenacious d, the shins, incubus, senses fail, David bowie, the mars volta, goldfinger,OH, SLEEPER, war of ages, iron maiden,brand new, Wu tang- clan

Anything that is danceable is good in my book

Rap music is good from time to time

I constantly want to hear new music

Movies:
I love movies way to much

i seen way too many
My favorites, into the wild which made me cry really hard
clockwork orange,
HEIMA by sigur ros
fight club
Children of men
American beauty
the shining
no country for old men
blood diamond
catch me if you can
snatch
the boondock saints
Cloverfield
Saw 1 only
Finding neverland
Sweeney todd

see theses movies before you die please i beg of you

Random:
I drive a nice 91 toodoor honda accord with sweet seats and it smells like rawberrys

I have braces still, hate them

i love disney stuff like mulan, tarzan, alladin, finding nemo, the incredibles

i had blonde hair until i was 3

i play guitar but i think im a drummer at heart and i want to learn how to play them so bad

I love reading

I love writing especially poetry and other junk

i love sobe drinks and jones sodas

i don't like fondue, but love sushi

modest mouse is damn good

im easily influenced

i'll love you forever if you buy me illegal petes

i think im really smart but i get shitty grades

i love hookah

i want to meet new people

im very self consicence

im not very judgemental unlike my dad and most other people in my life

i sing along to songs all the time

Muppets= awesome

i've been in two car accidents

anyways i'm going to add to this when i think about more stuff

<333

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January 28

samskeyti

Tiny breathes taken
rhythm of beauty

Her eyes..
glisten in the moment
sky passed above our heads
only truly what this world can be
I choose
Can she really?
Can she really see into me?

composure in the sound
choreography in the step
compassion in the soul

generosity in the mind
giving in the body
greatness in the soul

silent,invisble
blind,deaf
known within

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January 28

Vaka

Forever...
(i'm here)
you follow so long
the path withholds
(i'm here)
Don't lose hope
be brave
Be brave...
You'll see the light
Be brave
Hope is more then time
you won't be alone(i'm here)
Lasting
Your heart
Your heart
Won't be alone
Won't be alone
(i'm here)
Here, i'll bring you away from this dark
into sanctuary
Darkness
Save you
(i'm here)
save you
Embark and find light
your soul
It won't wait
Alone no more


You won't be alone
(i'm here)

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December 5

The Caught,The fishing line, the boat





My arm wrapped tight


Feeling your tiny breath.


I Tremble for this is worth it



I hurt,Sad words


Feeling the loss of you weighs heavy.


I Struggle for this is worth it



Your hair, Amber and dark.


I wonder why dye it? I run my hands.


I Feel for this is worth it



No longer I hear your voice


missing out, I have sinned.


I Suffer for this is worth it



Our hands interlock


Sweaty palms, feel a small sensation.


I Hold on for this is worth it



Constant mistakes are made


Time goes by,months pass.


I Miss for this is worth it



Color fills your cheeks


a blush, a radiance. Beauty


I See for this is worth it



Lost, I'm unsure, unsafe


unsecure,Uncomplete.


I Cry for this is worth it



Our Two eyes meet,Pierce


you gaze and accept my heart.


I smile for this is worth it



You smile,Reflecting your soul.


One moment,Timeless,Unforgettable.


I Know for this is love



-You are what brings light to my dark


i was cruel


i would like one more chance


for i will go through hell and back for you


if i could just see one more smile

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:poLLy!

hey there. whats been up? a lot has changed fer
me umm...yea it pretty much explains it on my
billboard so how've you been? =]

Daisy

i love radiohead too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

Cynthia

hello there. i'm cynthia. how are you? :]

|XImXTheXNewXCancerX|

hello :] you seem like such a nice guy, you're poems
are fantastic :] my names Elly, how are you?

durdahdurr.

haha, good. (: hello dan. how are you?

durdahdurr.

hey, i'm jackie. sorry if i sent you like 74 friend
requests, my computer's a dumbutt. (:

erikka phenomenon

whad up?

[Amberr]-[Bamberr]

lol.. thanx sunshine. so what have u been up to??

 
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