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i cant belive shes gone...

wow i cant belive shes gone...yesterday was the worst day and i never thought it could happen or that i could cry this much...the girl i fell in love with that went to my school doesnt go to my school anymore and it beyond ruined my life...shes gone and i t still shocks me when i think about it...i saw her for the last time yesterday at school and when i walked her to her car and watched her drive away i cried..im crying right now and it kills my heart...although she was only here for a few weeks..yes i know irs a cliche...it was the best weeks of my life...i love her sooo much and i will miss her...im crying at school and people are watching but noone even cares to ask why..a smile or a laugh have not came since i watched her leave...i hope that one day i will get to see her in the future...and share our pasts together and smile and laugh like we used to..i never let it show that i was sad but i think she saw it in my eyes...im going to cut myself and carve her name in my arm..i miss her sooooo sooooo much even thoughh she may not really know how i feel...it may look like im smiling but im saving a scream inside for the day i see her beautiful face..even though im writing or typing these words its still shocking that shes gone..if she doesnt read this i wont care but if she does i want her to know that i miss you my fallen rainbow!!..im crying even harded yet people still dont care..there are no words to describe how she has hurt me or how much i love and miss her..another cliche xp..but i want her to know that i love her forever...these posts will be filled with thoughts of her..mostly..but i will write later..i will leave my heart here til next time..then i will pick it up and write again..so long til next time
Mood: extremely depressed
Music: loud angry sad music!! filled with pain!!

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