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Age: 21
Location: Bothell, WA
Joined On: Jan 12, 2006
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out on my own
so i guess my dad doesn't want me to stay at home anymore...anyone wanna be my roommate??? i think i'm gonna need one!
i'm so stressed out right now, i can't possibly support myself and i dont know anyone else who will help me or come live with me or let me live with them...i'm desperate. i'm already trying to get a second job!
i went out this morning at like 9 o clock and applied to every place possible! i'm exhausted. i just want to move out with a bunch of rich people and not have to worry about money ever again....i hate the world right now...
i'm in one of those moods where i just wish i had a shot gun with me so i could go on a rampage..
my dad threatened to kill me yesterday...it was quite scary...then he told my sister to kill me...i heard him whisper when we were going down some stairs "maybe if you push her hard enough she'll fall and break her neck...at least then i wouldn't have to worry about paying anymore of her bills" i was sooooo pissed i wanted to jump on him and just endlessly punch him in the face...i actually found myself plotting all the ways i could hurt him in my head...all of the meanest tricks i could pull before i move out....like when he goes to work, running all of the water faucets and turning on every light and every tv and every computer...everything..so that when i leave he'll have one hell of a bill to pay lol that or going into his room and totally just throwing shit off his desk and taking all his dresser drawers and throwing all his shit out of it and just totally sabatoging everything in his little existence cause thats what he does to me..he'll go in my room when i'm not home, and spy on me by going through my laptop and reading my emails and such. its not very cool at all...he's just a backstabber. i hate him. he's even getting the cops to spy on me cause he thinks theres overaged guys buying me alcohol lol...i actually laughed when he told me that, but i got slapped for it..i still laughed but he didn't get it....he's a humorless bastard....he knows i hate beer. whatever...life sucks...someone shoot me please?
i'm hungry..i'm not allowed to eat at my house, theres a limited supply and i have to buy my own groceries but i ran out of money until next friday. so i'll just have to mooch off my little sister's paycheck. she wont mind lol
well i'm gonna go out job hunting some more. farewell everyone.
rae
spring break ending...
boredom overcame me throughout the weekdays.
i stayed home alone.
i worked.
when i was home i had nothing to do.
friday came around.
i went out with friend Jeff, who took me to California Burger
and bought me a pack of smokes.
saturday i went to work.
afterwards my friend Casey called me and i went to a party with some friends
turned out to be in the middle of nowhere at Lake Cavanogh.
30 gallons of alcohol+not enough people to drink it=drunken fun
i was so drunk. i had 2 large cups of beer from a keg plus 7 mike's hard lemonades.
i puked a lot that night but continued to drink. and i smoked 2 whole packs.
good fun. not.
now i have a mass ass hangover and its killing me.
....this is my last resort.
hoorah!
hey. its my 18th birthday! thats means i'm legal right? i hate it when people say that to me! its like, me being legal doesn't mean anything to you so shut your ass!
florida bands kick the shit outta...yea.
underoath
evergreen terrace
carter beats the devil
yellowcard
less than jake
trivium
unwanted superheroes
remembering never
broken image
mason
further seems forever....thats alot huh? but i can't think of anymore...all i can say is that florida is the shit! i don't care how many old people live down there!...i'm not even from florida! the only time i've actually seen florida is on a map! sad =(
untitled
i missed out on warped tour and the taste of chaos last year and i just got the date for this years tasteofchaos tour and i'm going. however, i need someone to join me.
=) if not i'm goin solo but either way i'm syched!
my birthday is coming up in 6 days exactly! its gonna be glorious.
surgerone
haha shizzzz yeah not much is going down here except
i\'m moving to utah a week from today! ack. are you
going to college here/wasssup with you?
posted Aug 29
.Eddie.
Hi
posted May 24
.Eddie.
Hi
posted May 24
.Eddie.
Hi
posted May 24
DiEgUnXiOp
hey wats up....i invite you to listen to my
band....acoustic versions of a songs of our
demo....we\'re from
Peru... www.purevolume.com/nowhizper www.purevolume.co
m/nowhizper i hope you like it... bye
posted May 03
caby
hi
posted Apr 02
OGguitarist
hey whats up? im jeff.
posted Feb 15
Revolt_To_Tyranny
Hi, I just wanted to invite you to check out my band My
Suicide Dream on purevolume.com/mysuicidedream.
ts always good to hear something new...and a little
insane. ~Brandon MSD
posted Feb 15