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MISS LU.
Age: 16
Location: the desert.
Joined On: Apr 14, 2006
Occupation: mallow cooker-music listener.
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i love my savior. i love my friends. i love my family. and i adore my music. its a part of my life, and a compleatly amazing thing.
sleep. dream. live.
what is sleeping?
is it dreaming dreams?
is it being in a comatose world?
is it loosing consciousness?
its a natural periodic state of rest for the mind and body.
the eyes close and consciousness is completely or partially lost.
why do we need sleep?
because its esential for our bodies.
no one would live if we just stoped sleeping.
then why do we dream?
well, our minds dont die when we sleep.
they keep going.
dreams are just images and emotions playing out like a movie in our brains.
the thoughts of the day.
the things that we wished had happen or maybe things that we wish didnt happen.
why cant we control our dreams?
why cant we choose what we dream?
why cant we choose good dreams over evil dreams?
im not really sure.
i guess becuase people would loose themselves in their dreams to much.
they would make their dream world, reality.
no one would ever want to leave.
would that really be so bad though?
yes.
becuase sooner or later we would have to eventually wake up.
and if everyone just slept the world away
we would all be in shambles.
it would be total chaos.
i would never want to live in my dreams.
it would be haunting.
it would be terrible.
expecially if i couldnt choose the good over the bad.
i dont think that anyone would truly want to live in their dreams
people need reality.
its a part of life.
what happens if you have to much reality?
well, thats why we sleep.
thats why we read.
thats why we listen to other peoples lifes.
thats why we watch tv.
to numb the mind.
to forget for a while about life.
but isnt that bad ways to channel our minds?
most of the time, no.
sometimes definetly.
some people choose other things though.
positive things.
like religion.God.learning.
things like that.
but not all people believe that stuff is going to help in the future.
so they just get lost.
lost in their own sad minds.
i feel sorry for them
that has to be so lonely.
so empty.
theres always hope
why is something that is "cool" to one person not "cool" to another?
and why should people care?
because the world is confused about what is important.
why do people have to act a certain way to manage an image?
why is it ok for them to do that?
and why do people want to do that?
the world tells them its ok
so they think that its the normal thing to do.
what is normal?
normal is average.
normal is nonexistant.
normal is what people never truly want to be but strive so hard to achieve.
why do they try so hard if they dont really want it?
because the world tells them thats what they want.
and people listen.
why do people care so much what the world says?
because everyone else does.
who is the world?
mass media.
corporations that think of stuff and hope that other people will tag along with it.
its confoming at its most.
but why be a conformist?
couldnt you do so much more with your time instead of thinking about whats "normal" or "cool"?
yes.
but most people dont think like that.
most people are happy with being unhappy with themselves.
thus, the way people change there outside appearence.
but why cant people just be themselves?
no one is themselves anymore.
media has taken over everything.
what you wear, how you think, how you act.
how do they have that power?
they have just had it for so long no one knows any better.
see what your wearing?
that was made by a person and that person got that idea from what he or she saw another person doing and those people got it from another persons idea and so on and so forth
in the end corporation chooses what your image is without you even thinking about it, knowing about it or caring about it.
so in the end everyone conforms?
yes.
but why?
because if you try not to conform you are just like all the other people that are trying not to conform so you conform in whatever you do without wanting to.
but cant someone be truly unique?
someone could be for one moment in life
but someone else would like it to much and the process would start all over again
by the end of the story media would have probably taken it to such an extreme that everyone would look like that and in the end no one would want to look like that and then they find something new and go through the process again and again
its really never ending.
this sounds unfair.
it really isnt fair.
but theres nothing anyone can do about it.
am i just like everyone else then?
is everyone just like everyone else?
not necessarily.
everyone IS different in one way or another.
God didnt make any one person the same.
but it has nothing to do with an outward appearance.
its all the inward.
media cant touch the soul unless you want it to.
so there is hope?
of corse there is hope.
theres always hope.
good.
hope is good.
what is a love?
what is a love?
is it something that can be touched?
is it something that you can smell?
is it something that you can hear?
love is a feeling
love is a emotion that you get when you care deeply for someone
love is just a wish for something more
then why do people say that they love everything?
can one person love the world?
can one person love every human being?
i guess.
the world needs love to
and most people would die without some form of love.
but most people dont really love everything.
its just an expression.
why cant i love?
you can love.
then why havnt i found something to love?
i dont love the world
its full of darkness and sorrow
i dont love everyone
people are bitter and synical
by now dont you think that i would truly love something?
do you care for anything?
well, i guess.
i mean, i care for my family.
i care for my friends. i care for my God.
would you die for them?
i guess if i had to, probably.
but i mean, i dont know.
ive never really thought about it.
well if you would then you love them.
i do?
yes.
then why do i still feel like i should love something else?
something thats not there.
i feel the same way to sometimes.
i guess its the missing love.
the love never found but surely never lost.
the love that has to come to us.
the love that is there but has to find its way.
the love that a special man or woman can bring.
why havnt i found this person?
because you cant be looking for them.
why not?
i mean if that love has to find its way then shouldnt i try to help it?
no.
but why?
because God said that he will do all the work.
its hard to wait.
i know.
but i guess we all have to.
until the right one comes along.
how will we know if its the "right" one?
you just will.
how?
it will just be perfect.
not to perfect.
but just enough for you to be happy.
happy?
i havnt really thought about happiness.
it will come.
well, im glad.
i want it to come.
we all do.
everyone wants love.
msskaethe
wellll... helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!! bayba!
!!!! i must say ... you are looking like
an... indie goddess!!!!! and i love it!!!!!! ♥
posted Sep 06
SeeJayneSmeer
leannnn! we\'re texting right now ahh! haha. i know,
you me and hem need to hang out more. there\'s some
serious chemistry between that group.
posted Jan 14
ms mss hemmy
what are the makings for a perfect saturday you ask?
mmm. i love my brrr ownie freeze! i WILL marry
michael cera. \"what is the deal with that S and the
T?\" \"it\'s SAT hannah!\" \"ahhhhh\" hahahaha. i know
ours didn\'t look anything like this... \"i\'m not
gay, al.\" \"ooh good, it wont answer for us...only the
girls\" \"why are you seeking the young?\"
ahahahahahahahaha. my stomach was sore from laughter. i
love you! and miss you already. i couldn\'t see your
sparkling face this morning. let\'s make up for it this
weekend. yussss.
posted Jan 13
ms mss hemmy
I\'M IN LOVE WITH YOU. THAT\'S ALL. (WELL NOT \"IN\"
LIKE LEZBO IN...MORE LIKE YOU ARE ONE OF MY FAVORITE
PEOPLE EVER ON EARTH IN A MILLION YEARS) hehehehe...
posted Jan 13
SarahSarah_09
awe you remembered! we will definitely do something.
actually i think i\'m going to text you in a minute.
i\'m watching degrassi again and it reminded me of you.
:] love yous!
posted Jan 11
msskaethe
i can just tell you didn\'t get it... but... ill
explane it sometime at church...
posted Jan 11
SarahSarah_09
hey little indie girl. i like that picture with your
long hair. :))
posted Jan 10
msskaethe
okay... heres how you do it... once you find the
picture you want... you right click it and go to
\"properties\"... then you need to copy the
\"location\"... now it gets a little confusing... you
need to put this \"img src= where you want the picture
to go... but you need a less then sign before... (i
can\'t type it or the computer would think it was a
picture... (i know its wierd) then paste... then a
greater then sign... i know its sounds hard but its
really not... if you have trouble... tell
me... love you ♥
posted Jan 10