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ICANSPARKLETOO
Age: 18
Location: Eunice, LA
Joined On: Jul 30, 2007
Hi welcome to my life. WHAT!! oh darn i am it HaHa, ok don't ask inside joke. Anywho I am prolly the most forgetful person you will ever meet. I tend to be a laid back person, I try and take life as it comes. I love to have fun and goof off. I figure life is too short to try and be cool, so just be yourself. I am really bashful, so I tend to be quiet at times. But of course when I am with my friends, well that is another story. I am the kind of person who can have a good time just sitting around with friends doing absolutely nothing. I love to hear what other people have to say, but if you ask me about myself then I start to get quiet. I absolutely love being in band and marching on the field at school. Woohoo Band Geeks Rock!! I tend to be facinated with the simplest things. For example watching the shadows go across the grass when a cloud covers the sun. We live in a beautiful world, we just don't take the time to notice it. Oh and one last thing, Jesus loves you!
Ok so I am the most forgetful person ever
Wow i felt like such an idiot today because i can't seem to remember anything. Sometimes i think my memory is worse than an old persons. So yeah. today i wasn't supposed to ride the bus home, because my mom was picking me and my little brother up. but of course i forgot that little detail and got on the bus anyways. once the bus started driving off i then remembered that my mom was picking me up, so yeah i felt like the biggest idiot in the world. if only for once i could remember something. so yeah thats how my day was.
Come Just As You Are
The world has officially ruined our thinking. It has distorted our views of love, beauty, and right from wrong. The world is constantly telling us that we aren't good enough, aren't pretty enough, smart enough, thin enough, rich enough, etc...Just turn on the Tv and start watching commercials, and you are bound to see one that will tell you how to be prettier, thinner, richer, so on and so forth. The world leaves us feeling inadequate, and like we can never get things right. We go through trials and hard times, and we feel like no one understands us. We feel as if no one sees us for who we really are. We feel lost in this big ole world that we live in. Yet whether we want to admit it or not, each one of us has flaws. No one is perfect. We all have our own defenition of beauty, so how can someone tell us we aren't pretty enough or that we have to look and be like this person to be accepted? The saying "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is so true. We all have our different views, of what we think true beauty is like. We all have our own thoughts as to what we think is right and wrong. So how can the world tell us we aren't good enough? It's because we let it. We buy into the lies of society that say we aren't good enough, and need to do this to be better. Yet look at the richest, the prettiest, the thinnest, the most famous, and most intelligent people. They aren't always happy. They go through hard times. They have flaws just like us. The world might not accept us for who we are, but God will. God wants us to come to him just as we are. With our broken and flawed selves. He wants to mend our hearts and make us whole. He knows we aren't perfect, yet he still loves us and he thinks of us as beautiful. He is the one who created us just as we are, and he loves us that way. So what right does the world have to tell us that we aren't good enough? We are the way we are because our heavenly father wants us that way. He created us the way we are for a reason. He has a purpose and a plan for our lives. When we are weak and tired, weary from our ever stressful lives, God wants us to come to him so he can give us rest. So next time someone tries to tell you that you aren't good enough, just look to God. He wants us to come to him just as we are broken and flawed.
change
change is inevitable. no matter what we do things change. the time is always changing. the sun rising and setting marks the changes between days. the seasons change, therefore altering the ever changing weather. nothing in life stays the same. each year we get older, and we change grades in school. each year brings changes into our lives, even each day does. people come into our lives and people leave from our lives. our feelings also change. life itself goes through changes, or different periods. just look at how technology has evolved and changed. yet through our ever changing lives one thing always has and always will stay the same. God never changes. he is the one thing in our lives that will always be there and will never change. so matter what we do, no matter how much we screw up God will still love us. he will still be there waiting for us to turn back to him to run into his arms and live for him. God always has and always will love me. he has never stopped loving you and never will. even when you are going through hard times and your friends have abandoned you and you are scared and confused and are just totally helpless, God will still be there and he wants to help you. all we have to do is trust in him. i owe God my life, and i know that no matter what i am going through, God will be here.
Thoughts
Ever just sit and wonder how your life went by so fast. It's like where did it go, and time is just flying by. Just this past year I turned 16, and it was just like wow I am already 16. As a kid your in a hurry to grow up, but as time goes on I realize how much I like where I am at the moment and it is almost as if I just wish time would slow down. I will be graduating in two and a half years, and like I guess I am excited about going to college and moving on with my life, yet at the same time I almost wish that it wouldn't come. As kids we don't realize how much our parents do, or how much we don't do. We think chores are bad now, but once you move out your on your own you have more responsibilities, more worries. Lets just say I will be more appreciative of the time I have now, before I am ready to get out of the house. Sure one day I want to live in my own house and have a family of my own, but I will be patient and just wait for that time to come. In the mean while I will enjoy what I have now. Life is too short to want to rush through it. You don't realize how good something is until it is gone, so be thankful for what you have now, live life to the fullest, and enjoy every minute of it. Be crazy, have fun, goof off, and take time to be appreciative for what you have. You never know when it will be gone. Love who you are, because you have yourself for the rest of your life. Your friends might leave, but you will still have yourself. Learn to love yourself no matter who you are and what you look like. God loves you for who you are. So why shouldn't you?
Friends
friend-(n.) 1. a person whom one knows well and is fond of; intimate associate; close acquaintance
Friends are very important to have. God gave us friends for a reason, He gave us people who we could trust, and rely on. Ultimately we should rely on God and trust in him, but I think that God can speak to us through the people he puts into our lives. A friend is someone who you know will love you unconditionally. They are someone you can trust. You know that your true friends will always be there for you willing to listen and ready to help. Friends are willing to give up their own time, and make sacrifices for you. Friends cheer you up when you are down, and a true friend is someone who brings out the best in you, not the worst. They see you for the person who you really are on the inside, even when you can't see it yourself. For me a true friend is someone I can tell anything to, and someone who I can look to for advice or help. You know you can trust them, and they trust you. Proverbs 27:17 says, "As iron sharpens iron, so one person sharpens another." Friendships go both ways. The people sharpen each other, and they help each other to grow. True friends are a gift from God, and they are a blessing upon your life.
To all my friends, I know I am not perfect and i screw up all the time, but I thank you for sticking by me, because I don't know what I would do without you. I have my bad days when I might say something mean, but just know that I don't really mean it, and I really do care about you. If you ever need anything I am here for you. So through all the good, the bad, and the ugly I will still be here to help out. Thanks for being a friend it's the best thing you could do for someone.
Samantha_Leigh
""""""If you love me (as a friend or more) you'll read
the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment
you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of
sadness? What would you do if your best friend died
tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you
again in my life, you are special to me and you have
made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect
you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your
friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you
are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let
old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell
new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a
friend. dont ever leave the one you love for the one u
like, because the one you like will leave you for the
one they love. tonite your true love will realize how
much they love you between 1 and 4 in the morning.
tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if you break
the chain. you will have bad luck for 10 years, if you
don't pass this on to 15 people. if you get this it
means the person who sent it truly cares about
you..." KEEP UR HEAD UP!
posted Jun 06
Samantha_Leigh
I miss you With you being so busy in the plane By
the way how is that coming>> And I with
life...lol My worst nighhmere would be Us growing
apart of the summer I hope you are having Super
Oper Looper Loads of fun And I agree with
Michael You are beautiful Even if you don't see
it Lova ya chick!
posted Jun 06
mizz smizz
hey i was just wondering, has anyone ever told you how
beautiful you were??????????????? well if not,lol, im
telling you, and im also telling you that i love you a
lot, more than u can imagine, and the last 6 months and
lil over a week of my life has been the best of my
life, and i expect to be with 6 more months, and 6
more, and then another 6, and another one,lol
posted Jun 01
mizz smizz
BAND NERDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, I LIE, U COOL
posted May 26
Samantha_Leigh
This was to funny and so I had to pass it along....does
it at all sound familiar?? 9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1)
Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument
when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five
Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half
an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have
just been given five more minutes to watch the game
before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is
the calm before the storm. This means something, and
you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with
nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a
dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh:
This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement
often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she
thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting
her time standing here and arguing with you about
nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of
nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most
dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's
okay means she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your
mistake. (7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not
question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to
add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says
"Thanks a lot" - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not
thanking you at all. DO NOT say "you're welcome" ...
that will bring on a "whatever"). (8) Whatever: Is a
women's way of saying F@!K YOU! (9) Don't worry about
it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this
is something that a woman has told a man to do several
times, but is now doing it herself. This will later
result in a man asking "What's wrong?" For the woman's
response refer to 3.
posted Apr 22
mizz smizz
NO, YOUR ALWAYS GONNA BE TAWDRY, AND NO ONE ELSE
posted Feb 18
Samantha_Leigh
Sara its time for the truth we always LAUGH AT YOU!
posted Feb 05
Samantha_Leigh
So wow I might have a lot to say and Ii might not. But
hey today you leave for camp and I know the next 3 days
will be bad fo me because you are not here to talk with
or play dimones (however you spell it) with. But there
goes me talking about myself when it should be about
you.Wow there is so much to say so stick with me when
you are reading this (hopefully it will be tuesday or
sonner). Okay here I go, you know thoes pictures that
you took Saturday...well I was wearing the same shirt!
Iota\'s homecoming shirt...lol..thought you might want
to know. But well yyou must have been busy last night
(saturday) because of the new updated profile and blogs
and well the loads of picturess you always have. I read
the one about thought and what you said on you\'re
about me section and well I am beginning to learn ans
coprehend what you are saying. And I think everyone
shows are fear (no not the roaches one) but about
growing up and moving on, gosh how we had that long
long long talk about that and promised each other to
stay in touch throught thoes grown up ages.And about
hoe seeing how life is precious, I am beginning to see
that now that I have that sugar condition and am ending
morer and more in the E.R. these days. Second is about
friends and I must admitt I was tear-eyed. Well idk if
you consider me a true friend (I\'m not that goos of a
person) but I do hope to be a good friend or at least a
friend and well I hope we can be even closer then we
are already,But what you said got me thinking and well
everything you said can be descirbed as you in my
opinion. Sara I can\'t say this enough but well you are
the very best you are my guardian angel. I might not
have known you lklong but the many times we have done
stuff togther you have never been mean, sure you are
sarcitic (however you spell it) and playful but you are
a GREAT person. Third you are a VERY BEAUTIFUL person
and have a lot to offer the world....Words can\'t
describe what you mean to me nor can describe you as
the great person you are and the many talents you have
as well as smarts. Sara do not change a thing with
about you. Whatever man you chose in you\'re future
will be lucky to have a girl like you and when you have
kids they will be so lucky to call you there mama. Wow
now I am starting to cry so I will rap this up.You are
a great peron and dont change a thing especially for
someone else. And I am sorry for the pain I may have
cause you and all the grief. I am especailly Sorry for
making this comment about me when I meant to make it
about you. Sorry its long and well I can\'t wait till
you get back and I hope you had/have fun! You left
today and I already miss you like crazy! Just 3 more
days....3 long more days! ♥ Samantha
♥ I meant everything I said, its from the
bottom of my heart!
posted Feb 03