Age: 17
Location: Centennial, CO
Joined On: Jun 07, 2006
Hey guys im Ian. I love My life to much to ruin it with your poisons. I am a VEGAN and I am DRUG FREE. I am not edge though. Although i respect the idea of it, it is becoming a trend and is losing its meaning. It has become more of a trend than a lifestyle, living the lifestyle when it suits you best and when you have the most to gin from it and forgetting about it when you get bored. Im not saying all sxe kids are like that, but a lot are. I am a Zen Buddhist. I dont like the scene, i dont like emo, raves are fucking retarded. HARDCORE is the way to fucking go. I wont change for you. But I appreciate hearing your oppinions of me. Be honest with me and honesty is what you will get from me. I dont care who you are, who your god is, what you look like, what you eat, what gender you find attractive, what you drink or any other way you choose to live, more than likely your pretty cool in my book, unless you did something really uncool. I care about you and your well being so much, despite what our past may be like. Even if we dont have a past, I still care. If you show respect to yourself, just know I have so much respect for you. If you dont respect yourself i still love you, and I will do whatever I can to help you see how beautiful you truly are. This world is an amazing place, but it does have it messed up people, attributes and habits. You just have to think of all the beautiful and amazing things out there. Trust me, they do exist, you just have to look a little closer. Dont lose hope for this world, dont hate it, cahnge it. Make it a better place for your children and your grandchildren to live. It will never change if wedont stand together and speak out. Get our oppinions of the world known, and maybe someone will have a change of heart and influence a loved one into sharing these beliefs. I believe there is a higher power who enpowers man. I do belive humans and animals all have souls. I dont think that abortion is right, but a woman should have the choice to have one performed. I also feel there has been far to much blood spilled over an opinion of whos right and whos wrong. I work so hard at keeping a positive view of humans. Its difficult. Everyday I work at preventing myself from becoming cynical. I am an idealist, I'd love for everyone to feel the same way, but that wont happen, and that wouldnt be fair to expect that. I love talking about current politics, especially if you have very different views than me. I've fucked up a lot in the past and i would do just about anything short of murder to compensate for my shortfallings in the past. Ive screwed up many of my own friendships in the past and once again I would take it back if I could. I dont like whore trains, they are very annoying. I dont like caffine, it makes me all loopy and weird. I dont like most scene kids, but the ones i do like are awesome and pretty fucking sweet. If you want to know more just talk to me, I love meeting and talking to new people.
I am sitting next to a clear, desolate lake. It is bursting with life and positive energies. I am lost in thought about my surroundings and their source. My train of thought becomes broken by a hiker asking me for directions. He is asking where he can find his brothers camp site. He describes to me where it is, and I realize that I am staying in the same part of the campground. I take him to where his brother is staying and we get to talking. We speak of morality, religion and politics. The three things you are to never speak of with a stranger. It turns out that we have completely different views on all three topics. This man was a very serious member of the religious right and an avid gamesman. Then on the other hand, you have me, the liberally minded, vegan buddhist. While he stood for combat boots and the Bible, I stood for Boca burgers and peace amongst men. We agreed on almost nothing except one thing. We both loved the outdoors. But we loved them for very different reasons. I love it for the beauty, the cleanliness, the untoched virtues of it all. While he loved it for the hunting and fishing and campfires. I have shown him where to go and I am on my way back to my spot by the lake. On my trip back I have begun to think about the man. I wondered why he was so open minded to hearing my oppinions and understanding them. I mean, generally people with beliefs simialar to his refuse to hear anything that contradicts their own beliefs. They tend to cover their ears and call you America hating liberals that burn Bibles for simpily saying some of those things. I just have trouble comprehending all of this. I continue to walk towards my destination a catch sight of something truly amazing in my perephrial vision. I stare at its incredible beauty and it reminds me of all the beautiful things in the world. After studying this patch of flowers for a few seconds I notice something oddly relevent to todays events. All of the flowers are exactly the same a brilliant bright pastel red, except, for two right next to each other. One of these two flowers wer the same species of flower as the rest but was a much different color and the other was a very different type of flower and was a dark blue. I made a connetion to my own situation and realized that even if the man was the same kind of person as other people with his political and religious beliefs, he was still vastly different than all of them. Just because the man was entirely different than me, doesnt mean we cant coexist in this world and have our own truths. Although we both know we are correct, that doesnt make the other one wrong. We still allow each other to live how we want to live and thinkthe way we wish to think. We dont have think with a mindset of I'm right and you're wrong or illinformed. When I think about it there isn't a whole lot of difference between most religions. Yeah sure the gods all have different names, but the primary goal of a religin or a philosophy is to empower and enlighten its followers. I've come to the conclusion that wars over faith are rediculous and overall make no positive contributions to mankind. Even if you win the war, who ever you have defeated still believe what they believed before. It doesnt change anything except that your religious group has more "followers" and more money that it can spend on places of worship and other things like that. By now I have made it back to the spot by the lake and have been sitting here for a little while.
i still need to add more but I think its pretty good.
kathy
haha u know what forget about what i said about my bf
its over =( hes so stupid i hate
him....................
posted Aug 16
hayleyhxc
iluvpaige3 - M what? i support abortion i guess i\'m
pro murder. i can\'t stand gays or bi people they make
me sick and makes me want to puke, your dick was meant
for a fucking pussy not a shitty gross asshole. i
can\'t and don\'t and won\'t ever except gays or bi
people for who they are the fact that they\'re gay
makes me sick hahahahaha the guy who commented you 5
below mine.... haha wow. I\"M
HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! lets hang out!
posted Aug 14
kathy
well me ive being really really HAPPY cux i love my bf
lol =)
posted Aug 08
abcdefghiiloveyou
well that\'s good. how old are you?
posted Aug 08
hkuhvk
haha metal claw as the defalt pic not bad lolzz
posted Aug 08
abcdefghiiloveyou
i\'m madelyn. i\'m good, what about you?
posted Aug 07
kathy
yup so how u being?
posted Aug 07
hayleyhxc
mmm i miss me some ian. hahaha that i love paige guy,
what he secretly doesnt know, is that he is gay, hes
denying it.
posted Aug 06