i wipe my eyes....the black smears on my hand
my hands curl into fists gripping tears, black eyeshadow, and blood
the strength i felt seeps out
somehow the tension is still there
i dont feel regret
just hate....pure hate for the heart that still beats
it pounds in my ears, mocking me
you'll never have the guts to finish me
i fear its all too right
so i can flirt with death....im still here
still stuck in one thought, one need
yes i can lie about it
smile, until they look away
but everything i am to them is a lie
the truth is right where i lay
the truth only comes out when i lay there
[too scared to take a step forward or back.]
[ this is the type of shit i post on my xanga. on which i have two friends heh. if you like or just like making fun of me...go to www.xanga.com/xxbreakingxxpointxx ] or dont...i dont really give.