The silence screams in my face
Stillness creeps an ugly pace
My eyes search for you when open
And when closed are steadily hopin'
I seek you out in the light
But run from the thought at night
This saddening loss is a gain?
Must force aside the searing pain
Our days have passed increased to years
Love is seeped with flowing tears
The longest span has come to end
My heart my love now must mend
Even when you're not there
I'm still trapped; the spider's lair
Entangled in the very thought
My heart's a spade that must be taught
Freedom from capture my heart's in need
My love's an oak; a dug-in seed
I scream aloud to end this dream
But wide awake is where I seem