GHJFH
Posted June 29, 2007
WHY DO PARENTS HAVE TO SUCK SO MUCH
Keeping me from seeing the man i love
Its so hard 5 months w/o seeing him
I can't do this
It hurts, its hard, && fucking makes me crazy insane-o && makes me fight back tears
All we see to do is fiight, &&
well on top of that Tommy DIDNT get the chance to get to know me better
&& he doesnt trust me [[as well]]
its hard to go out with my boys or out to party
B/c he doesnt trust me or them
&& well im not going to fucking stay home
im still going out
cause i know i wont fuck up && i trust my boys
but it pisses tommy off && hes a dick towards me
&& then we fight
&& we fucking hate it
but it still happens
I love him to fucking death hes my fucking world && thats why i put up with it
I hate being controlled, being told who i can and cant hang outg with, what i can && cant do
I dont deal with controlling guys
Im not going to change who I am or what i do for anyone
I miight chill out but no!! I am who I am && im not going to change
&& tommy is kind of controlling
maybe its cause he donest know my friend s&& doesnt know me all that well
but im still with him [[wont change that]] && i deal with it
im trying to show him i can go out && have fun doing ehatever && that nothing bad is going to happen
im not going to fuck up
its all way to fucking hard to deal with........
so you guys were riight but i can change this,
I love tommy && im going to do anything to make sure we stay together
&& try to keep him happy at the same time!!!
it'd all be easier if we actually could hang out
but its not like that, this is a challenge && im up for it
ahhhhh
IDK what im going to do yet
I love you Tommy baby
