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GHJFH
Posted June 29 | Leave a Comment
WHY DO PARENTS HAVE TO SUCK SO MUCH Keeping me from seeing the man i love Its so hard 5 months w/o seeing him I can't do this It hurts, its hard, && fucking makes me crazy insane-o && makes me fight back tears All we see to do is fiight, && well on top of that Tommy DIDNT get the chance to get to know me better && he doesnt trust me [[as well]] its hard to go out with my boys or out to party B/c he doesnt trust me or them && well im not going to fucking stay home im still going out cause i kn… read more
pyschotic mind
Posted June 26 | Leave a Comment
This weird crazy psycho mind of mine Crying all the time And I cant find Myself Im blind I cant unwind Cant stay inside Too much clutter To divide No room For seclusion To have alone time Too afraid To be within My own life Cant go outside with bugs that bite Run to my car To hide And drive Till these feelings Start to subside With no noise And no lights But Im afraid Of the dark The only sound Is the beating Of my heart As it rapidly pounds And my breath Hyperventilating From concentrat… read more
Summer
Posted May 26 | Leave a Comment
Its amazing how ones life can change either over a period of time or all most instantly 1 minute im growing up in Indiana in the ghetto never knowing if I was going to have food on the table that night && doing drugs moving from place to place the next im here in AZ in a nice house && with food on my table. at the begining of the school year I made quite a lot of friends, different ones from what I was used to hanging out with XXX [[staright edge]] kids we had fun, but it was all to weird &… read more
FUC* YOU GUYS
Posted May 17 | Leave a Comment
FUCK ALL OF YOU and you know who you are Im sick of your lies your bull shit doing shit behind my back..... im sick of you guys taking everything out on me for blaming me for your damn problems Im sick of you always bringing drama into my life I dont need it Im sick of you pretending to care about me when you dont give a fuck Im sick of you not being able to say shit to my face IF YOU GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME TELL ME BITCH or keep your fucking mouth shut just because your life sucks doesn't mean… read more
ISS
Posted February 8 | Leave a Comment
So i got ISS DEF BOLOGNA!!!!! But its all good because Keri && Tony are in it too &&anyone who got swept for being late to class!!!! But Oh My Goodness what fun times!!! Name: Heather Bain Year in school: 11th Position: Doggy Style, Missionary, 69, Ahhh us Silly Girls It was talking about baseball lol!!!! I love Keri && I we're uh-maz-eeng-ly great We wrote each other crazy notes && sung songs lol && get yelledd at for talking && I got moved a zigazamillion times!!!! Great Times && im sure w… read more
Ahh Life...
Posted February 5 | Leave a Comment
Life is Perfect!! It really is For once everything is seeming to go along swimmingly Family && I are good... schools gotten a lot more enjoyable [[higley still sucks]] I have a ziga-za-million shows coming up My best friend Jaime is coming down again to see me!! [[hooRAY]] ahhh && life itself, in general, and as a whole Has been uh-maz-eeng!!!! so many new && interesting things have been going on!! && Im getting back in shape [[not losing weight]] just less lazy haha i've started hiking, I wal… read more
TOMORROWS MY BIRTHDAY[[and most wonderful day]]
Posted January 30 | Leave a Comment
HAPPY BIRTHDAAY TO ME OMG Im getting older [[catching up to bradley]] Im 17 as of tomorrow [[almost 18 && ready for college]] && so far lived life with only 1 regret Life has been soo uh-maz-eeng to me... sure I've had my downs But if I never had my down moments my ''up'' moments would be so damn grand!!! Its life && you gotta love it && live it to the fullest smoking,music && this week is going to be hella tiight [[did I just ay hella]] lol What more can I say but that [[once again]] Life is… read more
Prayers for Kenzie
Posted January 24 | Leave a Comment
So Most of you guys know about the accident &&& that kenzie is not DEAD && his parents aren't pulling th plug He is though in a deep comma && is expected to recover in a few days we're all supposed to be positive for him... its what he needs But im soo fucking worried about him I can't help but think about it all the time Im trying to be positive about this I really am && I do have good out looks for all of this but that negative wont leave me alone... the what ifs keep poopping into my head.… read more
Posted January 22 | Leave a Comment
Lifes pretty uh-maz-eeng at times sneaking out to see people you wanna see that one friend whos bold [[in a good way]] around your rents no more drama at school [[cos I dont care]] starting all over again w/ your bff && that one boy that always makes me smile [[even if im only thinking about him]]]] My birthday is in 9 days && DRC lll doesn't hate me [[sigh of relief]] read more
Soo
Posted January 17 | Leave a Comment
I've Just decided Im not going to deal with it W/e talk all the smakc you want IDC its not going to bother me Im still going to look forward to school && seeing everyone I've never made time to deal with BS drama && im not going to start im too laid back && chill for that haha Life is uh-maz-eeng && nothings going to change that especially your stupid BS drama Have fun revolving your world around smack talking && drama && I'll have fun loving && enjoying my life read more
life....Geesh
Posted January 15 | Leave a Comment
People Here in Az are quite different More people feed on drama && constantly need a boy or girl in their life People always have to get their way && if they dont life ends for them people are afraid to be themselves && judge those who aren't afraid [[this is how I see things]] Nothin like my friends back home && its hard to adjust to all of this IDK how to deal with this sometimes cos I've neaver had to before I know I hate drama && def dont feed on it im way to laid back && chill I dont nee… read more
No NOFX &&....secrets
Posted January 14 | Leave a Comment
OMG I can't believe my show was sold out!!! I had a few ''emo'' moments last niight I was looking forward to seeing NOFX since before Christmas Brad && I were so butthurt by it But we ended up buying Anti-Flag tickets instead so we know we're def going to that show But I still had an awesome day yesterday!!! I hung with Bradley && we visitied Starbucks && the Hippie gipsy store && saw some crazy looking HxC Guy [[leather && chains && a mask]] Then we visted Chris @ work && saw his femimne sid… read more
