Name's Joe.
I try to check this as often.
Best place to reach me is my phone.
Just ask.
Take Care.
Im clinging loosely to prayers that lately.
I feel as if have fallen upon deaf ears.
Where are you?
Where are you as my faith waivers.
Where are you in this blinding haze.
And where were you?
Where were you when I would seek to find joy in my trials and found no peace.
Where were you when I did not doubt your love but could not feel it.
And why wont you answer me?
Why wont your presence pierce this deafening silence I have been screaming through for so long.
For so long my voice has grown weary in your absence.
For where your voice once spoke so clearly there are no words.
The cup you once filled so abundantly has run dry.
And where your light once led so assuredly I feel so unguided.
Still I press on
For I have felt you in the past, guiding me in my desire to change.
Finding a path through falling tears, it seems I have turned my back and walked away.
Seeing my reflection and not recognizing my own face.
Not knowing why you've allowed me to get here.
Though there was a time when the weight of your reality brought me to my knees.
When my shame and my convictions found my heart crying out for change.
When trying times gave way to white season.
And my fears would flee the resounding sound of your heart beating within my chest.
Your blood coursing through my veins purifying and breathing life into this lifeless body.
It now seems as though I have let the sun set on that season.
The world you freed me from, now crushes me under its heel.
And this flesh your spirit once cleansed is now crawling.
Festering.
Rotting from the inside.
Numb to your touch.
Calloused.
Closed off.
I feel alone and over looked.
I don't know if I'll ever find my way back.
Was it her ambience, that made it all possible.
Emerge, the scenes unshown to me.
To surface above the hold.
Observing all the hurt.
I hoisted upon my love.
Lost love.
Seeking acceptance to comprehend , how deep I have fallen.
Ingrown in me is hope.
Will you show me light wins over dark.
See the change in my dear eyes.
Feel the unease set aside.
I'll fight, I'll fight.
Does time achieve of our feats.
Will time decide who stays and leaves.
I choose to stand and hope to see.
The dark be gone for us to breath.
We all perceive before the need, we all take in such suffering.
But who would be the ones to overcome the mystery?
Still I explore for a way.
And in your end you see our world escaped.
I alone became the prey.
All alone.
Turn & see
I'm standing in defeat.
These hands still reach.
Appear before the sense turns on me.
Cause I'm aware now how to believe.
Just behold yourself onto me enough time to become the clean to finally be seen.
I want to live and breath what you have seen.
Was it to be true, the cast away fooled you
into feeling disoriented & lost
Exhausted with no time to exhale
must keep the ship from going out to sail
One of us will devastate(making this critical)
Its hard when your offered grace dismantle from all
Mistakes were being made
Captivate what remains
Dedicating promises to those who have fallen
I will aid to them as we relevant all of the lost
One of us will devastate(making this critical)
Its hard when your offered grace dismatle from all
Mistakes were being made
Captivate what remains
Mistakes were being made
Mistakes were the remains
There but for the grace of God I go to identify
Hoping and praying that its not the one the one I love
Entwined with feelings of cemented thoughts,heavy fragile thoughts
Recover yourself from what happened
We're all reflecting on your grievance
Confess to what you did
Then this will end
Where it begined
How longer does this have to go on?
How longer do we hold on...
How longer does this have to go on?
How longer do we hold on....
I can hear beneath me sweet hollow sounds
I can hear beneath me sweet hollow sounds
I can hear the sirens sing all around
I can hear the sirens sing all around
I can hear beneath me sweet hollow sounds
I can hear beneath me sweet hollow sounds
I can hear the sirens sing all around
I can hear the sirens sing all around
(This is one of the best ones ive wrote, in my opinion)
Calling in my fears
The simple task of fearing gasp
deceving,and trembling
Calling in my fears
The simple task of fearing gasp
leans towards the last breath that I couldn't get
There was never time to hear
the last words that were spoken
Calling in my fears
Calling in my fears
Not given a chance to come back
Not given a chance to come back
So there I stood alone
So there I stood alone
Waiting,so patiently relaxed
Relaxed won't surely last
Now there was never time to hear
the last words that were spoken
it fumes me,just let me be
As essence of the root inside me are hiding
the distant,never listened
There far behind the pain,
no words to escape explain
The simple task of fearing gasp
leans towards the last breath that I couldn't get
Now I search for something more
In this cold black war
Calling in my fears
Not given a chance to come back
So there I stood alone
Relax it won't surely last
For quite some time now
my memories still remind me
of happiness, how sweet the scent
And now I'm at the point of giving up returning
as fear happens,circumstances
There far behind the pain
no words to escape explain
The simple task of fearing gasp
leans towards the last breath that I couldn't get
Now I search for something more
In this cold black war
The simple task of fearing gasp
The simple task of fearing gasp
The simple task of fearing gasp
leans towards the last breath that I couldn't get
The simple task of fearing gasp
The simple task of fearing gasp
The simple task of fearing gasp
leans towards the last breath that I couldn't get
There far behind the pain
no words to escape explain
The simple task of fearing gasp
leans towards the last breath that I couldn't get
Now I search for something more
In this cold black war
Calling in my fears
Not given a chance to come back
So there I stood alone
Relax it won't surely last
Calling in my fears
Not given a chance to come back
So there I stood alone
Relax it won't surely last
When distress becomes unsaid should silence be an escape
Clear it all to compromise what is left...
Repress and outlive the loss closest to your heart
Repress and outlive the loss closest to your heart
I'll repress and outlive this loss closest to my heart
Mourning is what you expect see a presence so nervous you wait in suspense
Deliverance against your confidence would this soon make any sense
You count the days, determinded to stay detaining oneself from death
You count the ways, vengeance wont change was that the right choice to make
Heard this effect weakness it attained
Bitterness came along im afraid
Overwhelming tragic now we'll see where it ends
This torrment strives to strike your life
(remember)remember never to surrender
Why would torrment want to strike your love
(much furthur)much further there is hope
So what will you do?
I'll stay right here
I'll wait right here
Now will the sufferer oversee disaster ahead
With dawn approching was there any possible way
Accept and get the substance to stop the pain
Still with beloved in your head your not the same
Give and take the mistakes that you've made today
Shows me no reason why you should live in regreat
You've tryed and tryed to erase this happening
When you should know that she wants you to be happy
I can't accept as that as faith
No not today(dont waste your chance)
I'll stay right here
No not today(don't waste this chance)
Torrment choose to stike my life
No that's not why(the chance is nearing fast)
Torrment choose to strike my love(say goodbye)
I'll wait right here
Rock´nRollBoy182
hi:) I recommend listening to this pop punk rock band
called "Biggest Lie"
http://www.purevolume.com/biggestlie :) add Biggest
Lie..ok?! bye and keep rockkk
posted Aug 10
Sweet Cake
Hi, Ola! Listen BIGGEST LIE
http://www.purevolume.com/biggestlie GREAT BAND
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FAVORITOS - POR FAVOR ADD em seus favoritos - Kisses
from Brasilllll
posted Jul 17
~stefani*zoo-nigga~^_^
hey sorry for the late reply..and np watz up? :P
posted Apr 27
aly.
sry its kinda a late remark, but hi! &&thanks, your
music is quite tasteful aswell(:
posted Apr 17
andy
Oh absolutely, hahah.
posted Apr 10
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not much about to run to starbuck! im in need of alil
caffeine.. hbu?
posted Apr 10
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no problem! thanks darlin :) names amber btw..
posted Apr 10
andy
Hung over and tired. Blahh.
posted Apr 10