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Age: 18
Location: swannanowhere
Joined On: Feb 07, 2006
Occupation: slacker
Website: http://www.xanga.com/bex180
to: you. subject: i'm sorry
well, it's been almost a year since last post. it feels like at least three life times. i never thought i'd be where i am now, who i am now. let's be honest, folks, looks like i really fucked it up this time. i don't even know what's going on anymore. i don't know what i think and i can't tell what i'm feeling. i've got so many other people's opinions in my head that i can't tell which is mine anymore. i swear before God almighty that i thought i was doing the right thing. i thought it was my only choice. so many people have told me what a horrible person i am, maybe it's true... can they all be wrong? i would be willing to fight them if i [i]knew[/i] that i was right, but i honestly don't know anymore. i wish i could fix things. i've wished on every star, on every penny,every night at 11:11. and nothing's worked. i don't think i can fix things. i don't know if it's possible. but i've tried. if i could only tell you that i'm sorry. that's all i really can say. on the off chance that you may be reading this, I AM SORRY. i don't expect forgiveness. but i need you to know that i am so full of regret that i can't sleep at night. and i just hope you're ok. i'm sorry.
to the end of de ert and beyond
so, it kinda seems like i fell of the face of the earth for a while.
i didn't.
i just never logged in.
i'm back now.
<3
holy freaking cow
I'll be in paris in 8 days!
eight
as in 8
... asjdhfsjafgwsygfsadhfjcvmsdgvfyeagrjhsdhg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TICKED OFF
STUPID DUMB UGLY LAME OBNOXIOUS BAND! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING, HOW COULD THEY? WHAT IN THE WORLD THAT? MAKES ME ANGRY! AND YES, I WILL SAY THAT YOU'RE CRAP IN YOUR PRESENCE, I DONT REALLY CARE IF YOUR GIRLFRIEND WANTS ME TO SHUT UP!!! SJTFGSAYFAJSDHGUEWYTRGSEHDGF
formallyxwinter
haha. well well. i bet he feels special.
posted Aug 08
formallyxwinter
lol. tsk tsk. how did he remove your password?
posted Aug 07
formallyxwinter
:o i knoww! i like never ever talk to people on here.
just music stuff. which i guess was originally the
point.... but yeah.
posted Aug 05
JoeDicksta19
hey, linkin park hits the emotions right on the head
sometimes....I missed you, so I stopped in for a minute
to check out what\'s new with you. You need to add a
new blog and tell me why you\'re so glummy. Be Happy
because I am your friend...that is all you need!!! Joe
D
posted Jul 09
cornerstoner
WHATEVER YOU DO....DON\'T FORGET : \"I\'m scared,
sarge.\" \"We\'re all scared, son.\" because we\'re
cowards.... tee hee
posted Jun 30
Switchfan*
yeaaaaaahhhh..... idt i took it out of ur bag when we
went hiking, if not, you just stole it. by the by,
i\'m pretty much pissed at you for cutting the face out
of my poster. I know it was harry, and i have a lot of
him, but still, that was seriously fucked up.
posted Jun 28
Switchfan*
hey do you have my orange journal?
posted Jun 20
cornerstoner
hey bex....so yeah....you\'re at my house right
now....yay!!!!!!! \"i\'m scared sarge\" \"we\'re all
scared son\" haha good times good times.
posted Jun 16