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GULABUSTRABEL
i am
pro-life, indecisive, sensative, strong-willed, a virgin, forgiven, straight, hated, loved, moody, a good friend, God-fearing, sappy, fed-up, easily annoyed, a cuddler, jealous, a missionary, friendly, anti-porn, forgiving, complicated, emotional, dissapointed, soft-spoken, questioning, trustworthy, lame, nonconforming, in love, republican/conservative, a proud member of the fantastic four, against gay marriage, romantic, protective, white, fragile, winy sometimes, imperfect, not shy, not outgoing, content, optimistic, social, defensive, honest and living my life for Jesus
artists
1 + 1 = DANCE
A Previously Swallowed Lung
ABOVE THE GATES
Action Action
Agony Scene
AT THE THROWN OF JUDGEMENT
[RIP]
BETWEEN THE BURIED AND ME
Bury Your Dead
Carie Underwood!!!
Carter Beats the Devil
Catherine
Charybdis
Dear Life
Destroyer Destroyer
Don't Forget to Breathe
Don't Forget to Die
Eyes Set To Kill
From the Shallows
Forever Midnight Sun
From Man, In Ghost
Gregory and the Hawk
GWEN STACY
I'm the Lion, Your Dead
Jamestown Story
Lindsey Kane
Living Sacrifice
MORTAL TREASON
[RIP]
the murder and the harlot
mychildren mybride
The Number 12 Looks Like You
Only Innocent Die
Pale Kids
See You Next Tuesday
She Came From Above
Shinedown
Showdown
The Silent Escape
Which Way is Home
With Faith or Flames
William Fitzsimmons
YouInSeries
Abortion disgusts me more than pretty much anything else in the world.
I love photography.
I dissagree with:
homosexual marriage, pornography, adultary, self-mutilation, abuse, suicide, child labor, euthenasia, racism, abortion, alcohol abuse, drug abuse, etc, etc...
I am a servent of Jesus Christ, before anything else.
Poems [NEW}
Here I am.
I wish you could feel how I feel.
Complicated emotions.
My heart racing, my hands shaking.
Why am I feeling this
I know what I am feeling is true.
The things I say aren't mearly just words.
I've never felt this before.
On my knees
crying out to God
Begging him to just please
Not take you away from me.
In this mixture of love and pain,
what am I feeling?
How can I explain?
Everytime I think,
I can't seem to get my breath out,
Only tears.
I know that in the end
No matter how hard I try,
I can't make you feel the same.
I don't know God's plan.
Nobody does.
We just have to trust Him.
That He will carry out His plan.
We need to give it up.
Everything.
All of our doubts or burdens.
Lay it at His feet.
And simply surrender
I want be there when you realize
Everything you ever said.
It sounded good at the time
But as we look back, things have changed.
Every word that touched your lips
Could be turned around
And twisted.
Transformed into something its not.
Just like you try to be
Something your not.
Jealousy and Tears follow us.
Wishing we could be
Something else.
Hoping for a new day.
Just to bring me something more,
something different,
something new.
Knowing we are wrong
But not being able to help it
Or wanting to.
Knowing that we need to change for the better,
But instead becoming worse.
The person who we never thought we would be.
The person God doesn't want us to be.
Feeling like we are doomed to a life of sin
And never repenting.
You feel this way only because the enemy is trying to pull you down.
Dont let him.
There's hope out there.
God loves you.
More than you could ever imagine.
Every tear you have ever cried, he holds in His Hands.
Dont listen to your heart,
Your friends or even the ones who say they love you.
Listen to God.
Because He is the only one who knows the right path for you.
And He is the only one who can mend your torn heart and broken dreams.
Down.
I know its how you feel.
Its how we all feel.
Like the words is out to do us over.
Like nobody cares,
Or understands,
Your the only one
that really matters.
You may think
But your wrong.
Dead wrong.
Theres more to life
than sinning,
asking forgiveness,
and then sinning again.
Theres more than just waking up
and living veryday the same as yesterday.
And the Creator wants more for you
You should want more for yourself.
what is this going around
like circles in my mind
i can never seem to find an end
constant turning every which way
changing directions and subjects
emotions emotions
why are there so many
i cant seem to find what i feel
i know its there
but where
im saying things, doing things
i dont want to do
regretting and upsetting
toying with others and myself
as the lies continue to unfold
as the unsung melodies begin to be sung
i feel like theres no hope
just a dim light at the end of the tunnel
that can barely be seen
and is rarely even noticed
STELLA *pllttt*
Lauren and I's weekend together:
Friday Night:
*I get a cramp*
Me: OW OW OW!!!!! OW!!!!!!!!
Lauren: OMG OMG OMG ARE YOU OKAY!?! OMG IM SO SORRY I KNOW HOW IT FEELS!!!!!!
Me: UHHHHH.... WHY IS THIS HAPPENING, I HAD A BANANA FOR BREAKFAST?
-silence-
Lauren: ...what?
Me: I had a banana for breakfast, this shouldnt be happening.
Lauren: WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?!?!
Me: Bananas are supposed to help with cramps.
Lauren: Oh, well see if you would have told me that...
Me: I'm sorry I thought you knew
-ROFL-
Lauren: No it just sounded like you morphed two sentences together.
Me: -Rofl-
-ROFLLL-
Lauren: You're so random .Just like.... "omg this hurts.... I had a banana for breakfast."
hahaha
mk next one....
Sunday at the mall:
Lauren: OMGSH BROOK ASHLEYS! Lets go try on stuff we could never afford!!!
Me: Ok.
Lauren: uhhh.... $325?!?! I can't afford anything here!
-we leave-
Lauren: We should get some food.
Me: Yes. Lets buy a one dollar cookie and split it. Thats all we can afford.
Lauren: OMGSH IM SOO COLD!
Me:.... napkin?
- in the car-
Lauren: Uhhh. I hate those girls
Me: What girls?
Lauren: Straight hair, bang, jeans, tan, boobiness.
-ROFL-
Me: Uhh i hate cramps.
Lauren: This one time, i had such bad cramps, i stayed home from school and cried.............
I had pizza for dinner that night.
Me: WTH!?! What does that have to do with anything?
-ROFL-
Me: I'm like 5 x your size
Lauren: That would be like *sticks arms out* THAT BIG!!!!!!!
Lauren: *buys a pretzel dog* .... eww it isn't cooked all the way.
Exuse me, sir. Can I get a new one
MAN: ok, it'll be like 5 minutes.
Lauren: Ok.
-5 mins-
WOMAN: did you need something?
Lauren: Uhhh, ya..... the.... cheeeese....
WOMAN: *stares*
Lauren: .......... *hand motions* .... uh..... noo.... the......... uhh... DOG!
WOMAN: *walks away*
Me: -ROFL- WHAT?!?!.... *hand motions* UUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CHEEEEEEEESE!!!!!!!!!!! ......... uhhh.............DOOOOG!!!!!!!!!
WE BUY CANDY-
Me: Holy Crap, Lauren put something back!
Lauren: NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Me: YES!
Lauren: =[ .... ok... GUM!
[these names have been edited for their... protection?]
Me: So i deffanitely think "BETTY" and "AUSTIN" should go out.
Lauren: Ya defanitely. Like i seriously think they are gunna get married.
Me: Ya.
Lauren: Ya they'd have the cutest babies!
Me: Yah they'd be all sweet, and beautiful, and skiny, and shut up.
This is what Lauren and I do in math class:
Lauren: I'm taking requests Kati, give me a song!
Me: Invisible!!
Lauren: "If I was invisible, then i could just watch you in your room!"
Me: Doesn't that sound pervish and stalkerish?
Lauren: OMG I KNOW!!! LIKE I JUST WANNA WATCH YOU... IN YOU ROOM!!!
Me: I know. You knwo there's a rumor going around that Clay Aiken's gay.
Lauren: I know. He is!
Me: But he's a Christian.
Lauren: Well he's a gay, stalking Christian. I guess that's what Hollywood does to ya.
-silence for about 3 seconds-
-i burst out into complete laughter, teers are in my eyes and i am prectically rofl.-
Me: That' sgoing on my "Lauren quotes of the Day" list. And my myspace.
Lauren: ... Can hands be sexy?
Me: IDK
-we both start moving our hands around-
-I make stripping noises *Bow chkah bow bow*
Lauren: Does this turn you on!?!?
Me: Where's my calculator?
Lauren: Up my butt.
-i make hand motion-
Lauren: NO ITS NOT REALLY THERE!!!
Holy crap that would feel so weird.
It'd be like taking a HUGE crap... upside down!!
So in the end, this was my Lauren Quotes of the Day List:
- He's a gay, Christian Stalker. I guess that's what Hollywood does to ya.
- Are my hands sexy?
and my personaly favorite...
-It'd be like taking a HUGE crap.... UPSIDE DOWN!!
OMG ROFL I LOVE HER!
PWNED
Name: KATi
Birthday: 1- 29- 92
Birthplace: Florida.
Eye Color: Brown.
Hair Color: Brown.
Height: 5'4. Haven't grown since 6th grade.
Your Weakness: Sin
Your Perfect Pizza: Veggie.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get good grades. Become closer to God. Build a stronger relationship with my friends and my boyfriend.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i'm never on aim. But i guess ROFL
Your Best Physical Feature: ummm..... prolly face/hair. Even though my face isn't even that pretty [but people say it is so whatevs]
Your Bedtime: Don't really have one.
Your Most Missed Memory: Mazatlan, Mexico.
Do you Smoke: Ew. No.
Do you Swear: Hardly ever.
Do you Sing: Yes.
Have you Been in Love: I am.
Do you want to go to College: Def.
Do you want to get Married: More than anything
Do you belive in yourself: Umm. Ya. To an extent. I'm not cocky but I'm not self-hating.
Do you think you are Attractive: That's a complicated question. Yes and No.
Do you get along with your Parents: Recently no.
Do you play an Instrument: No, I sing.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: No.
In the past month have you Smoked: NO.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Yes.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yes
Ever been drunk: Nope.
Ever been called a Tease: Yes.
Ever Shoplifted: Nope.
Number of CDs I own: Umm like 40. But I got an ipod for my birthday so I was pretty stoked bout that.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Can't even count em all.
But it doesn't matter, because Jesus has forgiven me and wiped my sins clear with his blood.
The Way, the Truth, the Life
People think they are going to Heaven because they are a good person. Romans 3:23 says "For all have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God.
Sin is disobeying God's laws. Our lives are a mess until we come to Christ. If your goodness could get you to Heaven... then why would Jesus have died for you? Romans 6:23 says " For the wages of Sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life.
John 3:16 says "I tell you the truth. No one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again."
John 14:6 says "If you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved! For it is with your heart you believe and you are justified, and it is with your mouth you confess and are saved."
Revelations 3:20 says " Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opend the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.
Are you a sinner?
Do you want forgiveness of your sins?'
Do you believe Jesus died on the cross for you and rose again?
Are you willing to surrender yourself to Christ?
Are you ready to invite Him into your Heart and into your life?
If you are then pray this prayer....
Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for the free gift of Eternal Life. I know I am a sinner and i need Your forgiveness. I am sorry for my past sins, and I ask You to forgive me. Jesus, I believe you died on the Cross for my sins and rose from the dead. I now open the door of my heart and invite you to come into my life! I realize there is nothing I can do to earn salvation, and I place complete trust in You! Please make me the person You want me to be!
In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
~~Now I am defanitely not forceing you to do anything! I am just trying to tell you what a difference Jesus has made in my life and He can make in yours! As for me, I have complete trust in God. I know I am going to Heaven. I know that Jesus is always ther for me, no matter what! I resently went on a mission trip to Mexico. I am telling you, it may be hard for you to believe there is a God or anything liek that. But I have seen the grace of God with my own two eyes!! I can't even explain in words the things I saw in Mexico. Not like a spooky weird things, But just the grace of God touching people's lives forever!
If you have any questions about this than feel free to write me back.~~
"Only by giving up your life to Jesus Christ, can you truely live your life to the fullest"
southrnpimpcess817
aww i love that picture so freakin much. because i cant
help but to take partial responsibitly for your
relationship~~~~ lol
posted Jun 06
Donya
yeah, that\'s the worst part. but once they\'re all
over it gets so much better.
posted May 19
Donya
hey girl. i\'m doing good. i\'m getting ready for prom
and i\'m excited. how are you doing?
posted May 12
Squid Muffin
The picture in your pictures that doesn\'t even have
you in it...
posted Apr 17
Squid Muffin
LOL YOu\'RE NOT EVEN IN THAT PICTURE.
posted Apr 16
Ex-CoNViCt
GUESS WUT SONG I HEARD ON THE WAWY HOME FROM SCHOOL!!
summer lovin\'! just thought i\'d let you know lol, i
LOVE YOU! WENSDAY!
posted Apr 16
Ex-CoNViCt
srry it\'s dead.
posted Apr 16
Ex-CoNViCt
do you know if we had to do a jornal thing for enlish?
posted Apr 15