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sorry. youre wrong.

Posted September 6 | Leave a Comment

i dont trust "people" at all because they have no reason to be trustworthy. and sometimes you don't have good intentions. and you aren't doing the best you can. because if you were. you wouldnt have done some of the things youve done. youre smarter than that. read more

my birthday

Posted September 2 | Leave a Comment

today is my birthday. and im spending it going to a baptism for my old nannys child from a man that i hate. how fantastic. so i was just looking at my blogs and its like oh i HATE school ik i will its gonna suck friends suck theyre all backstabbers. and i'm pretty sure this year will be the same. it might be a little better tho cuz i dont have ms hyzer for english and she just ruined my life more than anything in the world. so yeah. school starts on the 5th and im really nervous. idk what im g… read more

Friends Are Enemys Too

Posted July 16 | Leave a Comment

So i've come to realize that no matter how good of a friend they are to me they always end up being my enemy at some point in time. Sometmes they come back to being my good friend but mostly they don't. Mostly they stab me in the back and go on living their sick sad lives. It's a harsh world. --so im learning every day. read more

wowwwwwww!!!!

Posted July 11 | Leave a Comment

wow ok read i hate everything, and whatever else it's so funny cuz im like oh second guess urself regret sucks and then the one about school starting wow. i sooo guessed i would hate it so much and guess what i did and i almost just never wetn to school cuz i hated it so much and its funny how i predicted my life and it was SO accurate and i made SO many regretful decisions this year and it sucks so much. and guess what? i still hate everything. so much for looking up. read more

"Normal"

Posted September 30 | Leave a Comment

so tonight me and ryan walked to the park after stefan and zoe left and we were just kinda talking about what "normal" is and it got me thinking so i just kidna like.. made this.. idk.. but yeah here it is.. "normal" shapes who we are. what we do. who we become. what we want to be. what we want people to view us as. how we feel. how we present ourselves. everything. "normal" controls us. it controls our opinions. our options. our standards. our judgement. our personalities. our fate. our fri… read more

i hate everything. almost.

Posted September 8 | Leave a Comment

so pretty much school started this tuesday and i'm sick of it already. i dont have that many people that im friends with in my classes.. so i feel like its just going to suck the entire year. my math class is fucking hard already and its only been 3 days. not many of my teachers i like and maybe i should give them a chance but i really dont want to right now. i want it to be summer so i can just sit around and do absolutely nothing, with no cares in the world.. not have any pressur eon me to s… read more

mistakes

Posted August 11 | Leave a Comment

i hate it when you know you shouldn't do something, and you still do it because at the time it may seem like a win-win situation.. but then after it u were like what the fuck why did i just do that. i should've gone with my first instinct. it really does suck. so many people regret the decisions they've made int hep ast. you think that would help them to realize that you must think before you act.. but no. every decision people make is so quick, and not fully thought through. i was just kinda… read more

my mother

Posted July 13 | Leave a Comment

Zoe, you are an amazing person and i do not know what i would have ever done with out you/will do without you. You are always putting yourself on the line for people and giving your advice to anyone in need. i am so lucky and grateful to have someone like you in my life. Thank you for everyting you have ever done for me. This Friday with Austin Austyn is going to be the most amazing time everr!!! i can't wait at alll! Well, I love you more than anyone in the world. Never let anyone tell you wh… read more

hello

Posted July 8 | Leave a Comment

yea.. so this is my first blog. idk why i'm writing this i don't even have friends. i dont even know how to get friends. how sad. but. yeah. music is everything. it inspires people to do what they want and it inspires people to be who they are. music is a big part in my life and i could never be able to live without it. the music i listen to reflects how i feel and helps to create some of my moods. Whether i'm listening to sad music, or uplifting music it helps me get through things. Right no… read more