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I finally added new photos as of today (March 21, 2009)
SKEET SKEET!!!
June 3
Time (a poem...well sort of)
Time as we know, you can't miss;
Time is an infinite, inescabable abyss.
Time consists of the present, future, and past;
Time travels extremely fast; time travels extremely fast.
Time is an insane, kaleidoscopic trip that could end good or bad;
Time poorly managed could leave one sad.
In the colorful spectrum of time, our time is almost void;
Time is impossible to avoid.
Time solely depends on the adrenaline of caffeine;
Does time ever see the color green?
Time passes as do the strongest winds blow; boy does it fly;
And yet as you read this, time passed you by.
---Dane Jennings (wrote this my senior year in high school made an A)
JAE // AHNH
Hows it going???I wanted to make sure you know that my
band is now streaming our new CD here on purevolume!!!
**if you're getting this then that means we're friends
on here BTW!!**=) If you like bands such as Underoath
/ From First to Last / Saosin / Taking Back Sunday i
think you will dig it!
TO THE NEW AHNH CD I hope you like it!!!! =)
posted 2 weeks ago
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posted Jul 20
paulisdead67
He he. No it was on T.V. for a while. I wish it was in
New York. It was just on some dumb local public access
show. I have won a few awards since then. I know I will
get back into it. It just become work instead of fun
when I had those hellish teachers. They didn't like
that I spoke my mind. They would tell me that I would
have to change the color of something and I would be
like no I painted it that color so it's staying that
color. They couldn't grasp the concept that I was
making art for me and not for everyone else. For some
reason they had to make art really horrible for me so
for now I am just going to take a break, but don't
worry I'm not giving it up. I love it too much to do
that.:)
posted May 22
paulisdead67
Well I hope everything works with that.:) I still draw
and paint a little. not as much as I use to. I have had
so bad art teachers in high school and college that
kind of took the fun out of it. I'm sure I will get
into it again in the future though.
posted May 21
paulisdead67
I know it is mainly up to him and he has dug his own
hole, but he needs help and guidance both of which were
never given to him while he was growing up. I really
appreciate you listening to me as always. You are a
good advice giver.:) It's funny that we have never met,
but how you know so much about me and what is going on
in my life.lol. So what about you, any girl troubles I
can assist you on? Any crazy ex's that need
mentoring?lol.
posted May 21
paulisdead67
I know he should go talk to a psychiatrist only he
can't leave the house and he isn't exactly the type of
guy that would admit that he needs help. I was close
with his mom, but we had our differences. She was the
nicest person, but Mike is who he is because of his
parents. They were the kind of parents that tried to be
their kids friends which is okay to a certain degree,
but in this situation it was so much that way that they
just didn't care about him. He spent his whole life
trying to make his parent mad and give him rules and it
just couldn't be done. Even after Mike himself admitted
he was an alcoholic his parents would buy him alcohol
and try to get him drunk by daring him and saying he
wasn't a man and shit like that. One time shortly
before I broke up with him we went to a concert
(separately), but we were still dating we were just
going through a rough patch and I walked by him and he
was passed out on the ground and wasn't breathing and
the paramedics came and told his father if they didn't
rush him to the nearest hospital and pump his stomach
that there would be a good chance that he would die.
His dad said he didn't want to pay for the ambulance
ride so he took him home instead. His parents never
have given a shit about him, but I had to leave him
because I couldn't watch him kill himself. He refused
to get help. I tried everything, but nothing ever
worked. He is who he is, but for better or for worse he
was my first true love and my best friend and it is
breaking my heart to hear what he is going through and
to know that he wants nothing to do with me now just
because he knows that my life is ok now and I have
moved on and I am in love with someone that can love me
back. I just want him to be okay you know? When he was
engaged I felt like at least he found something that
makes him happy, something that makes him feel better,
something that apparently I couldn't give him. But I
want us to still be able to talk. I am fine that we
aren't together anymore, but I am heartbroken that we
aren't friends and that he can't trust me enough to
lean on me right now. I don't know what to do.:(
posted May 20
paulisdead67
Well I have been cutting hair for about 6 months now. I
went to college for a year and hated it and had no idea
what I wanted to do then one day my boyfriend needed a
haircut and asked me if I would do it for him. I said
yes and I absolutely loved doing it. Since then I have
been cutting all of my friends hair, my little cousin,
and my dads hair. So, starting in the fall I will begin
my formal training then I will actually be able to
start charging my cheap ass friends.lol. Anywho I'm not
sure which guy you are talking about because I can't
remember the last time we talked, but I have been
dating the same guy now for a little more than a year
and a half. If my ex is the one you are referring to...
he won't talk to me anymore and I finally found out
why. So about 5 months after we broke up he got
engaged. And we had dated for over a year. So he emails
me and texts me bragging about how he is getting
married and how he is so in love and blah blah
blah.(This is the guy with the mohawk and tattoos from
head to toe and who was an alcoholic that I was dating
that we talked about.)So I start hearing things from my
friends about how she looks a lot like me and dresses
just like me and is into everything I am into too.
Anyways, I was already with my new boyfriend when all
this was happening so I was like, "Congratulations, I
hope everything works out for you I am so happy that
you are happy." And meanwhile me and Shane(new
boyfriend) had already been talking about plans to get
married in the future but we wanted to wait until we
were done with school. Well 8 months go by and I
haven't heard anything from Mike(the ex). I had tried
calling him, texting, e-mailing. He wont talk to me. So
then I find out from his best friend who works with
Shane that his fiance left him so he thought it would
be a good idea to jump in front of cars to collect on
the insurance money. Well one of the cars finally hit
him and he wound up in the hospital only the police
knew what he was doing so they handcuffed him to his
hospital bed. Well some how he got out of the handcuffs
and escaped out of the window only to be tackled by the
police a few seconds later. So now he is on house
arrest, has no fiance, and wont talk to me and has
probably started drinking again. I don't know what to
do. He needs help right now, but he wont talk to anyone
and I'm afraid he might do something while he is at
home by himself. He has gone insane and I can't help
him and it's killing me inside. Got any suggestions on
what to do? I can't just go over there because even
though he was my best friend he is an ex and I don't
want Shane to feel weird about it. He already doesn't
like Mike for other reasons. Sorry this is so long you
know how I babble.lol- Much love, Megs
posted May 19
paulisdead67
Sure am. How about you? I am getting ready to start
beauty school in the fall so I'm very excited about
that. After I get my license to cut hair I am going to
be working in an upscale salon near my house so
everything is starting to come together. How about
yourself there? What has been going on in your life
sir? Haven't talked to you in forever, I'm sure a lot
has changed.-much love, megs
posted May 19