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GO_GETTA07
Age: 15
Location: Wichita, Kansas
Joined On: Mar 13, 2007
Occupation: Person
"Just Thought I Would Let You Know"
I never could have suspected that it would be like this.
How can you let me go when I was your first kiss?
I set a milestone for your whole life.
And you want to let it go; thats not right.
I can only say sorry a certain amount of times.
But I hope you already know I mean it every time.
I am sorry for hurting you all the times I did.
But Ive changed since then; you have to remember Im just a kid.
I know thats not an excuse because you are too.
But we were both kids in love, and you know thats true.
But I know that me and you are strong enough to get through.
So just please let me get one more chance with you.
I dont ever want to let you go from my life.
I want to grow old with you; I want you to be my wife.
I want to see you the whole day and cuddle with you at night.
Watch scary movies and tell you everything will be all right.
I dont ever want to see you walk away again.
And I dont want to be just your friend.
I want to be your one and only guy.
The person that you grow old with and together we will die.
I wont ever leave you alone to sit and cry.
The pain of losing you will never subside.
It never went away no matter how much I tried.
I have to get you back; I will never let you go.
All of this I said is true, I just thought I would let you know.
"Family Doesn't Help"
Everyone in your family hates you; none of them love you.
Your friends show a lot more love than your parents do.
Your parents just consider you someone they have to support.
And every time you try to impress them, you come up too short.
Its like theres nothing you can do to make them show love.
Maybe theyll be proud of you when youre grown up.
Or maybe they will just be mad about what you became.
And they would tell you that they are so ashamed.
And how they are mad that you have the same last name.
They tell you that they never wanted you to be in
The family they were debating on an abortion.
But they thought that maybe you would be a good kid.
But they hate you so theyre wishing they did.
Youre embarrassed to wake up in the morning.
So you stay in your room until like 2, just fake snoring.
Then when you wake up they started yelling at you.
You dont know why they do that but they always do.
They hate you so much, but yet you still love them.
You look up to your dad; theres no one above him.
But he hits you all the time, and you never touch him.
Every day you have bruises from where you got punched and
You just make up stories about how you fell down a few times.
So people think you have problems with walking in straight lines.
When they dont even know the half of whats really going on.
Some days you just wish that you were gone.
"I'm Sick Of Trying To Hide It"
Friends for a while, now even closer then before
One day they finally decided to explore
One day they were walking down the street
And the boy turned and said, "Would you die for me?"
The girl quickly answered with "I don't know I would have to think"
They dated for a while loved each other now
And then one day everything they had went down
He called her one night to only hear the machine
He walked to her house to see the worst he's ever seen
There her body was lying on the ground
So much blood surrounding her she could have drowned
He walked up to her body and knelt down beside it
He found a note that said, "I'm sick of trying to hide it."
"I loved you for a long time and you didn't even know it."
"So this is the only way I know how to show it."
"When God Calls"
You never know how anything will turn out.
You could grow up to be successful or be a burn out.
You dont know how your future will be right now.
While your reading this, you could just fall to the ground.
You can do everything in your power for a good future and life.
But you dont control if you get to live or die.
All those kids that die when theyre like 8 years old.
I doubt that thats what they wanted their future to hold.
Im not saying you shouldnt try your hardest to make yourself the best.
But Im saying that even doing that could make you die from too much stress.
You could die from walking outside into your yard.
Someone could drive-by your house and shoot you while your getting in your car.
You could die from sleeping too long in your lifetime.
You could die from not enough sleep in your lifetime.
You could die from the moment you come out of your mom crying.
There are too many things to name so Im not going to bother trying.
It doesnt matter if youre young or old.
When God calls you; its your time to go.
"More Than You Could Know"
I Didnt have any time to work things out with you.
And now those things are over I still love you and still miss you.
I love to hold you in my arms and think about you every night.
I hate it when youre not in my sight.
But what am I supposed to do when I messed it up too much already.
But Im not ready to give you up, and Ill never be ready.
I know you are sick of me doing these things to you to hurt you so bad.
But hurting you hurts me worse and it makes me so mad.
I have had the most beautiful girl in the world to hold in my arms.
And I would never let you even get close to being harmed.
If you only knew how much I love you and never meant to hurt you.
Its just that I am not good at showing you.
I dont know what to do; I cant let you go.
Im sorry for hurting you as much as I did, and I love you more than you could know.
Kelli-jo, bby. :D
So where\'s this picture you promised to post?!
posted Apr 09
Kelli-jo, bby. :D
ADD IT NOW. [:
posted Mar 26
Kelli-jo, bby. :D
Haha, you look diffrent in this picture [:
posted Mar 19
BLOODxPRETTYxx
shut up lol i like tht music
posted Mar 14
BLOODxPRETTYxx
heyy nuthin rly u
posted Mar 14
Kelli-jo, bby. :D
it\'s chaisetopher. my favorite boy ever. [:
posted Mar 14