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Moving it on.
Posted July 28 | Leave a Comment
Sweetie, I would like it very much if You lifted up that pretty chin of yours If you won't I'll have to for you. "Me oh my" Look in the mirror Look into your eyes read more
I believe.
Posted July 23 | Leave a Comment
"I believe I hear screaming." The whispered conversation of two worthless traitors echoed down the hall "No I believe it's nothing" Not one would care of the likes of me. "You know, you're probably right" I'm hoping for the crimson to crust over. Possibly to fix me? But everything in my mind says it won't happen. Everything in the way it stays fluid and livid shows me it won't. Dare I still hope? read more
youth
Posted July 5 | Leave a Comment
In order from back to front Chris [youth pastor], arie [my boyfriends cousin& sisters friend], katlyn, Joeseph [my bf's friend], patrick [josephs brother and my fellow spy], MEEE[i have no idea why i'm pulling on my hair], sarah [my sister], haley [most positive girl on the planet], beau [my boyfriend], rebecca [bi poalarrr] Ok look at the third one, now back to this one. We fell. read more
I know you will leave
Posted July 4 | Leave a Comment
How can you do this You know you're killing yourself And you don't seem to care Do you realize how much I'll miss you? You have to know Do you just not know? Inhale death I know it's sweet But isn't life so much better I don't understand Why you can't stop I guess I'm not... As important as I thought I'm sorry for being vain But daddy I thought you loved me read more
Left me
Posted July 4 | Leave a Comment
Locked me in my room I sat there Wondered why I couldn't come out The smoke you inhaled makes me cry You walked out of that car And you just went out Of my life You ripped your face out of every photograph Did you think we could ever Forget you? I've always wondered why I was never Good enough for you I got a letter from you today It was everything I hated Pathetic apologys That have been overused And I wanted to tell you How beautiful I used to be And how ugly I ha… read more
My room
Posted May 26 | Leave a Comment
It took place in a room With walls painted like golden sunlight With two broken up hearts That could actually beat when together In a room with two people With a lust for love They had nothing to proove Only love to race And hope to give and take "What does this sound like to you?" "Because to me it sounds like..." I believe in screaming NO, I believe dying Could they ever imagine the pain of the nights to come The days when they find themselves staring Or when they can't… read more
Positive Energy.[ phrase not by me]
Posted May 24 | Leave a Comment
It's so easy to wake up each day, and notice whats wrong. But I think it takes practice to see whats right and good. Positive Energy Social Symphony The Leaves Procession read more
My hell
Posted May 22 | Leave a Comment
You walk The danger of the day hangs heavy in the air Nothings as you want it In this room, this small igsignificant room Horrors come to pass But these horrors bring laughter "Then why am I screaming?" "Then why am I crying?" Every single thing you hid Out in the open Every criticism that could break your heart Is the whats falls from their lips Your eyes wonder They are so beautiful These people are so beautiful You make it through the day Only to find it worse where… read more
Wow.
Posted May 22 | Leave a Comment
It's so hard coming to the conclusion This world is so ugly This world is so scary This world is so used It's so broken I pity this world My God, I pity it. read more
Observation
Posted May 22 | Leave a Comment
Do you notice that I always say your name? Have you ever wondered why? Hear the detail in my voice? Can you? Do you even see how I'm staring at you Does the question even come to mind? Do you realize that I am always asking the questions I'm curious, I want to memorize you Have you ever thought... How much I want to please you And how much I pay attention to you Do you ever want to open your eyes... When you kiss me? Because for me it's hard I want to be able to see somethi… read more
My love.
Posted May 22 | Leave a Comment
"I will do anything for you" Lie. Correction: You will do anything for my love Not for me But what more could I ask for. read more
Pale lips
Posted May 22 | Leave a Comment
I wind a finger through your hair Press my lips, my nose, my cheek to it My finger slides down to your cheek My eyes take in your green ones Hold it frozen in my memory I touch a finger to your pale lips Let it linger Draw out the design of your face with my finger tips The freckles imprinted permantly The way I want to be The strong jaw The wonderous animated lips You are so illuminate in this muddy world I clasp your hand Then trace your lips with mine Gentle Holding my bre… read more
why?
Posted May 22 | Leave a Comment
Do you always have to outdo me? Why? Do you enjoy proving that you're better? I get it. I'm sorry for trying to be beautiful. read more
Her words
Posted May 13 | Leave a Comment
She speaks Almost in a stunned fashion As if shes second guessing everything "Sometimes I think..." You can tell its hard for her "That I would like to die." Your lungs constrict "I would love to commit suicide tonight" You feel yourself trembling "Then people would remember me as a loving person," You swallow "Instead of the monster I'm sure to become" You shake your head in disbelief "I love you" you whisper You feel your heart pounding in your chest You can taste this f… read more
Isn't it funny?
Posted May 13 | Leave a Comment
Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends, you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs, but smile at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that barely covers anything? Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy, but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful? ISNT IT FUNNY that a guy can get away with being a gangsta, but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone? are you laughing? Isnt it funny a emo… read more
