"I believe I hear screaming."
The whispered conversation of two worthless traitors echoed down the hall
"No I believe it's nothing"
Not one would care of the likes of me.
"You know, you're probably right"
I'm hoping for the crimson to crust over.
Possibly to fix me?
But everything in my mind says it won't happen.
Everything in the way it stays fluid and livid shows me it won't.
Dare I still hope?
In order from back to front
Chris [youth pastor], arie [my boyfriends cousin& sisters friend], katlyn, Joeseph [my bf's friend], patrick [josephs brother and my fellow spy], MEEE[i have no idea why i'm pulling on my hair], sarah [my sister], haley [most positive girl on the planet], beau [my boyfriend], rebecca [bi poalarrr]
Ok look at the third one, now back to this one. We fell.

How can you do this
You know you're killing yourself
And you don't seem to care
Do you realize how much I'll miss you?
You have to know
Do you just not know?
Inhale death
I know it's sweet
But isn't life so much better
I don't understand
Why you can't stop
I guess I'm not...
As important as I thought
I'm sorry for being vain
But daddy I thought you loved me
Locked me in my room
I sat there
Wondered why I couldn't come out
The smoke you inhaled makes me cry
You walked out of that car
And you just went out
Of my life
You ripped your face out of every photograph
Did you think we could ever
Forget you?
I've always wondered why I was never
Good enough for you
I got a letter from you today
It was everything I hated
Pathetic apologys
That have been overused
And I wanted to tell you
How beautiful I used to be
And how ugly I have become
And I just wanted to blame you
Because you know all my mistakes are your fault
But then
I just wanted to see you
And let you see my pretty face
How can you just come back
Then leave me
And do it over and over?
I wish I could be more
Than a vacation to you
I'm sorry it's too hard to stay
Mom.
It took place in a room
With walls painted like golden sunlight
With two broken up hearts
That could actually beat when together
In a room with two people
With a lust for love
They had nothing to proove
Only love to race
And hope to give and take
"What does this sound like to you?"
"Because to me it sounds like..."
I believe in screaming
NO, I believe dying
Could they ever imagine the pain of the nights to come
The days when they find themselves staring
Or when they can't get eachother off their minds
"Oh dear, the memory of your lips still lingers on my neck"
They can give up eachother, but never the memory
"Can you still taste me?"
They're torn and ones shattered
What a wreck
Or is this what we call art?
"Does this captivate you as much as it torments me?"
"Because I live to entertain even if that means living half in death"
She thought, she thought
They thought they were home
"Oh baby, I'll never be your home"
lacey lynn.
hah, it's been forever but i remember you asking me to
tell you when i put up a picture of me looking at the
camera. i did =D
posted 5 days ago
kaityy babyyy19
im good. how is your summer going
posted 1 week ago
Trent
Who did you see?
posted 1 week ago
A_Forgotten_Memory
Haha thanks i am waiting for it
posted 1 week ago
bmannn
no i wouldnt mind at all, whats the email address?
posted 1 week ago
caradee
whatsup?
posted 2 week ago
John
MY LIFE HAS BEEEN A WRECK WITHOUT YOU.
posted 2 week ago
xMattxMassacrex[HC]
welln howq was the beach and the show?good luck with
your diet plan thing
posted 2 week ago