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I know its been awhile so message me if we havent talked in a long time.i miss everybody.
Posted January 23 | Leave a Comment
Hey ive been through lots of shit lately so i havent been on in months so hit me up. read more
Perfect Love Song
Posted April 13 | Leave a Comment
Turn those headlights off and lets not make a sound. Whisper in my ear how much you want me around. If you wanted to tell me how much you would miss me when Im gone. Now would be the time. This could be the perfect love song if I wrote this song for someone else. This could be the perfect love song if I cared how you felt. You say its all my fault that you spend your nights alone, cause every time you called me I was never home. Well maybe Im with your best friend laughing at your imper… read more
Say Goodbye
Posted April 10 | Leave a Comment
Everytime I fall away, part of you pulls me back in I try to run, but your love embraces my pain I'm never willing to give enough I'm never willing to cherish the things I have I always make selfish mistakes, and fall flat on my back Say Goodbye to the life that you once led Say Goodbye to the memories in your head From this day on, life will never be the same I start today to change my fate I can feel you, all around me, pulling me closer to you these last few months, have been so hard, but… read more
I gave you the best of me.
Posted April 9 | Leave a Comment
So will this be the last time Or will you come and break my heart again Every time you feel the need I'm always there for you And when you've had enough, you go you're own way Have you ever stopped to think about the way I feel Why won't you open your eyes Look what's happened to us I'm never right, you're never wrong All I am is a burden to you I've written so many different words to you But they all say the same thing I want to let go of your memory But I remember every time you (hurt me)… read more
Sorrow from a lover pt.1
Posted March 23 | Leave a Comment
I am the mighty sun when she is the frozen moon. Our light will never rejoin. Carry me in the night, in the kingdom of my bride, When her beauty is so real and pure. But in this dark immensity, my heart would be drowned, Submerged by the infernal sea of darkness. "I cried so many times, I feel inadequacy. My heart is invided by emptiness, my sorrow will never end. I am enslaved by myself, my prison is my life. Save me from determinism... The wall of multitude can't be broken. We are nothing bu… read more
Sorrow from a lover pt.2
Posted March 23 | Leave a Comment
My only deed was to love, falling in a grave of desire. My sentence will be immortality in darkness and sorrow. The limpid feeling can't be felt during poor human life. I was the spirit lover, now I become real. All ideals are lies. Non-senses to overcome. You can't be free in this miserable world. Forget what you know and listen to your soul! Tragical concepts are running into my mind. I just wanted tranquillity and emptiness. Transubstantation from abstract to concrete... Life's not a dream… read more
My Black Dahlia
Posted March 22 | Leave a Comment
I loved you, you made me, hate me. You gave me, hate, see?. It saved me and these tears are deadly. You feel that? I rip back, everytime you tried to steal that.You feel bad? you feel sad? Im sorry, hell no fuck that! It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife. This strife it dies, this life and these lies. And these lungs have sung this song for too long, and its true I hurt too, remember I loved you! I've , Lost it all, fell today,It's all the same I'm sorry o… read more
Silent Scream
Posted March 20 | Leave a Comment
Can't take my life without a fight. Don't kill my soul, you have no right. Please let me choose if I want to live. Maybe some day I'll have solutions to give. I feel the pain inside. I see the tears in your eyes. I want to see the light. Mother I'll say good night. You stole my life, ripped my body apart. A silent scream from my lungs. You stopped my beating heart. I was alive, I had no choice. I cried out loud, no one heard my voice. read more
Suck Ass Life
Posted March 5 | Leave a Comment
Life is worthless There isn't a purpose. Everything is easily ruined. No reason to build it up again. There are no believers. So many decivers. Hearts are broke. Words are left unspoken Tears fall. Blood falls faster. We hit the floor. Life is no more. read more
Tears Don't Fall
Posted March 5 | Leave a Comment
With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading Would she hear me, if I called her name? Would she hold me, if she knew my shame? There's always something different going wrong The path I walk is in the wrong direction There's always someone fucking hanging on Can anybody help me makes things better? Your tears don't fall, they crash around me Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home The moments died, I hear no screaming The visions left inside me… read more
House of Cards
Posted March 1 | Leave a Comment
It's late at night the worlds asleep And I'm trying not to think I take some pills cuz my mind bleeds I'm thinking what is wrong with me Because the only thing i know About honesty Is every lie i told That you believed I'm afraid, to be alone I'm afraid, that one day you'll find out And you'll be amazed At the secrets i keep You'll be amazed At my mouth full of lies I'm too afraid to come clean My life's still free in the house of cards Now i can't look you in your eye's Because the guilt i… read more
The End
Posted March 1 | Leave a Comment
Your hair reminds me of a time when were we once were Your fingernails that marked my back now rot in earth The sheets we slept in blew away, and now the storm is over The taste of you inside my mouth remains, but still I'm hearing There's no love, everybody's crying There's no truth, everyone's misguided And now the end is here! There's no more pills to swallow The bitter taste I feel, won't lead me to tomorrow Your scent reminds me of a place we used to go The kisses placed upon my neck s… read more
Her Voice Resides
Posted March 1 | Leave a Comment
Our time is ending, I feel it's only just begun And I'm frustrated, I can't believe you're not the one My ears are bleeding, her voice resides inside my head And now I'm choking, release this noose around my neck! Will I just fall to pieces? Or am I all right? To iron out my creases, you must lacerate me 'til they're gone These are my final words to you I know you're listening, can you hear me The time has come to say goodbye These are my final words, to you The clock is ticking, my heart i… read more
Love and Hate
Posted February 22 | Leave a Comment
For you to hold me is far more than I could ever ask you. The problem is that I know you wont. Not because you cant, But because youre cold. Frozen over like ice. Itd be a lie to call you nice. You put up a wall, Only for me to climb up and fall. You wont leave me alone. Chiseling my heart out of stone. The drugs began to peak. A smile of joy arrived in me, But sedation changed to panic and nausea. My breaths started to shorten and my heart beated softer. I know you wont try to save me. You ju… read more
On wings of Lead
Posted February 21 | Leave a Comment
Nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss. now there's nothing that i can do. one more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you. always were and always were a simple love story. you were everything i ever hoped and dreamed. drown me in a pool of my blood. it's getting harder just to breathe. i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep. it's getting harder just to say the right things. i've seen the angel's face, and i've h… read more
