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FRIED_WORMZ
Age: 101
Location: magical land of unicorns
Joined On: Jun 05, 2006
Occupation: to look ugly to make everyone else feel prettier
Website: ur lookin at it
Why do you MAKE FUN of me All I'm trying to do is LIVE MY LIFE
Just LEAVE ME ALONE and stop TRYING TO BRING ME DOWN
Because IN THE END you'll realize that the only reason you HATED me so much was because
YOU WERE JEALOUS OF ME!!!!!!
GUYS+EYELINER+GIRL PANTS+COOL HAIR= SEX GODS
seconds u hve left to live!!!----->
(just kidding..........its actually how many awesome ppl hve checkd out my awesome page since 8/20/06)i was the first one to have this on my site and then everyone copied me.......i feel so special =D I look up to jesus bc everyone else lets u down
heyy im usually on yahoo messenger: carcrazychica834......add me!!!
Dickhead, Fuckface, cock-smoking, mother-fucking, asshole, dirty twat, waste of semen, I hope you die, HEY----------Platypus by Green Day
I AM THE SHIT AND JAMEY IS THE CRAP.......TOGETHER WE RULE THE WORLD!!!! HAHAHAHA
I HATE CHEATERS!!! GRRR!!!! I EAT THEM FOR BREAKFAST!!!!
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE SLIPKNOT!!!!! THEY ARENT JUSS A BAND THEY R A WAY OF LIVING!!!!!
LISTEN TO THIS BAND THEY'RE AWESOME!!!!purevolume.com/SPRINGFIELDMUSIC
this band is cooler than urs------> purevolume.com/trustedfew
www.purevolume.com/asturia
RANDOM SHIT YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT ME
im reall really really really really UGLY
i love hardcore screamo and all tht shit.
im really a spaz sometimes
i HATE posers they suck i also really hate ppl who r afraid to go into hottopic . its so fuckin retarded if ur scared of ppl who wear all black u need to get a god damn life . theyre juss like any other person except cooler w. wayy more piercings =P. anywayz if go into A&F w. my preppy bitchy cousin all the workers give me this weird look...........i juss giv them the finger but this is totally off topic so......
anyway.......i LOVE red bull
i HATE clowns w. a burning passion they r all fucked up and creepy,
i play keyboard and guitar but i suck
if ur gay or bi i hve nothing against u!!! straight ppl r cool too unless ur a homophobe (like bush ) if u r go choke on a biscotti
i love emo ppl............ if ur an emophobe go fuck urself.........emo ppl rule
and dont forget fire......i really like fire *eye starts twitching* well i g2g byby *runs off with pack of matches and a bucket of gasoline* *comes back smelling like smoke*
and if u would like to contact me call me @ 1-800-KISS-MY-ASS or try IMing me on my AIM sn: teddybearkiller3 i think it would work out better if u juss IMed me
ok remmeber those DARE programs in like the 5th grade............anyone remember the point of tht??
juss to let u kno im like the COOLEST person u would evr wanna talk to!!! (yea i kno i am full of myself)
if u wanna talk juss comment or message me and we will hve a nice little chit-chat if u dont like me then tht is juss too bad . its ur loss anyways so FUCK OFF and yea i LOVE tht fuckin word and u better not hve a problem w. tht.
warning ........dont piss me off cuz ull fuckin regret it.
WARNING
....before you make that first cut remember. You will enjoy this. You will find the blood and pain release addictive. Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep and will heal easily ...they will get deeper. They will scar. They will take sometimes months to heal!!! And years for the scars to fade! IF you think you can limit the cutting to one area of your body think again...it will spread when you run out of skin. Be prepared to withdraw from others and live in a constant state of shame. Even if you are the most honest person ever to live ....you will find yourself lying to the people you love. You will jerk back from your friends when they touch you as if their hands were dipped in poison. You will be terrified that they will feel something under the cloth of your shirt or because it just plain hurts so much to be touched.
Be prepared to get so out of control you fear your next cut because you don't know how bad it will be. Just wait for 10 cuts to turn into 100....Be prepared for your entire life to revolve around thinking about cutting ..cutting and covering up cutting And just wait till that first time you cut "too deep." And you freak out because the blood won't stop...and you are gaping....and you feel yourself shaking all over. You are having a panic attack and you are terrified but you can't tell anyone. So you sit there alone...praying it will be ok swearing you'll never let it go this far again...But you will and further. Don't worry, you will learn how to take care of your cuts so that you can go deeper and deeper and avoid the ER. And the better you get at treating your cuts the deeper they get.
You will lie to yourself and justify it when you find youself spending 20 , 30 or 50 dollars every time you go the pharmacy. You will feel the flutter of your heartbeat everytime you go to the counter to ring up your order. Butterfly strips...3 or four different kinds of dressings...betadine....antibiotic cream..medical tape..scar reducers.....You will tap your foot impatiently hoping the line will just move and no one will stare at you or wonder why you need all these things. And at the same time secretly hope someone will notice...someone who is standing in line with an armful of the same supplies...someone who understands but of course that never happens.
Medical supplies won't be the only thing you spend all your money on. Be prepared to buy a new wardrobe...longsleeve shirts in summer colors, bracelets, wristbands , boots... gloves..the list goes on and on.
You will start looking at everyone in a differnent way...Scanning their bodies for any signs of SI... just hoping that you might meet someone like you so you don't feel so terribly alone. You wont even think about it ..as your eyes scan their wrists arms...hoping just hoping they will be like you....But they are not. You will see their clean arms and feel terribly ashamed and alone.
You will start doing a lot of things alone. You will always have to wash your laundry in private so know one sees the blood stains on your clothes and towels. You will always be cleaning up the blood..Scrubbing your bathroom floor...wiping the blood of your keyboard....
You won't be able to make it through a day without cutting....Next thing you know you are in a public bathroom somewhere breaking open a scab with a sewing needle that you keep in your wallet for emergancies. When you get really desperate anything will be a cutting tool ...scissors...a car key...a needle ... a paperclip..even a pen. Doesn't matter what it is if you need to cut bad enough you will find something.
Say goodbye to things you took for granted. Like wearing shorts or sandals...pedicures...sleeveless tops.
A normal summer day at the beach or in a swimming pool will become a far off memory for you.
Get ready to itch. Beacuase you will itch and itch ..."so much you will look like you have fleas or a skin disease."
You will become an expert on your body as you destroy it carefully.. You will dream about cutting...you will dream about being exposed. It will haunt you day and night and take over your life. You will wish you never made that first cut because while you absolutely HATE cutting...at the same time you love it and can not live with out of it.
FUCK PARENTS!!!
Sometimes this house feels like a prison
that I just can't leave behind
there's so many rules I got to follow
'cuz you can't let go
I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say but
One day I won't take this anymore
One day I'll be old enough to do what I want to
I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day
Sometimes I wonder if you know me
Or if you just pretend to care
Tell me are you on a mission to bring me down?
Go away
Don't look at me
'cuz we're not the same
And you can't do nothing
You can say
That it's not ok
But I'm not afraid
And you can't do nothing
nanana...One day.
Funeral4AFriend
hey wtas up i havnt talked to ya in ages ay how ya been
sorry i havnt been on in a long time anyways luv ya
lots Vance
posted Oct 12
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posted Oct 11
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posted Oct 10
[O.G]
Lol!! yeah!! just if you have an Evil Mind its fun!
like us!! lol!! Wat have you beeen up to??!
xoxo More Love!
posted Oct 06
panic!noise
Ok. how\'re you?
posted Oct 06