Posted May 23, 2007
i've done many things wrong in my life. i've made mistakes that can never be made up for. i've torn people in two. i've done drugs. i've drunk. i've fallen for the wrong people. and i've lost best friends that ment the world to me, and it was all my fault.
but the one thing i've learned is that no matter how hard you try, you can't change the past. you can't retract things that have been said and done. and when it's all over with you may be close to bleeding, but you've learned a valuable lession. it's to not make the same mistake more than once.
when you've been hurt you would do anything to make the pain go away. you feel like it's gnawing at your insides, making the hole bigger and more easily seen. this is why your mistakes are so important. this is how you learn. it's what makes you you and makes you a better, more experienced person.
what i'm saying is don't wish anything away or different. you'll thank yourself and the cause of misery later.
love. learn. live.
because in the end, you know the juice was worth the squeeze.