Im writing all my letters and addressing them with goodbye. Once Im gone promise youll never cry. You always meant so much to me. This isnt right these feelings inside. I ask myself is hell really that bad? It cant be worse than this torture I endure here on earth. I Cant believe Im really thinking these thoughts. Going through the ins and outs. Contemplating which is quickest, easiest, least messy. Picturing the coroner caring my body out. Im wrapped in white sheets and my wrist dangles as they see scars that no one has seen. The water drips off my lifeless form. Cause of death lack of oxygen to chest. She sank to the bottom of the bottle and drowned. So when they cut me open they will see the dagger in my heart and the razor blades in my lungs. The trauma of a life trying to impress you.
I watched you smile in your sleep at thoughts of you lying next to me. Whispering lies and wearing a mask etched in deceit, as you touched me with used hands that grasped a chance for a real life romance. You got to close, you had to go. You got to close, you had to let me go. Now Im floating fast away. Remembering that when the memories that haunt your dreams take seed and fester into reality, Ill be free.
To be continued...
Verse1:
The mornings breaking shadows across your face.
You sink. This cant be your fate. You scream your heart out everyday to tragedy and the afraid. Spilling words until they froth up like white oceans. Barring the scars of the forgotten. (Listen) Youre not forgotten. Youre not forgotten.
Chorus:
And Hollywood is burning beneath the shooting stars.
All the broken hearts are washing her away. Lets sit and watch from a far a she falls, she falls in blaze of broken glory. (Oooh) Hollywood is burning shes going down with all her chemicals and shame. And my love, were all to blame.
Verse2:
And darling Im afraid this is our last, so kiss me hard before we light the match. Igniting passion in its blaze crossing our fingers to see the dawn of day. Theres no hope now, love is so fake and these memories disintegrate, but Ill take the lie back, slap my face and tell you Im a mistake. Ill pay you back for all the heartache, Hollywood is burning but baby I still love you.
Bridge:
Ill pull you close in this embrace as the embers flash in all the empty space. Im watching hell blaze in your eyes and breaking down as you begin to cry.
Im killing myself for all the times I didnt try
And swallowing pills to help with the thoughts of suicide. (X2)
(Repeat Chorus)
taso
hey, I just recently started this project and I'm
wondering if you could tell me what you
think? http://www.purevolume.com/theearlycoastal i'm
pretty pumped for it. thanks!
posted Mar 24
TheronRogers
Hey!If you like Dashboard Confessional then you might
like my stuff. Check it out
at: www.purevolume.com/theronrogers Let me know what
you think. Thanks, Theron
posted Jul 13
BrittaniCalamity
im pretty good how are you:] where in maine are you
from?
posted Feb 26
.010.brad.010.
i like tons of bands. i try to listen to as many
different types of music as possible. right now im
really into the screamo-metal scene. everything from My
Chem to Killwhitneydead. you?
posted Feb 16
.010.brad.010.
i think so. it did come with a DVD. but i\'ve never
watched it. lol
posted Feb 15
.010.brad.010.
i havent seen it. ill have to look it up. id have to
say their best songs are Bloody Romance and Handguns &
Second Chances
posted Feb 14
.010.brad.010.
ya. but thats a sweet song. lol. i love the preist and
the matador.
posted Feb 14
.010.brad.010.
thanks lol. i though the job seemed pretty cool too,
but its only the most emo job ever...
posted Feb 12