sunrise

Posted February 23, 2007

saddest part of the day....sunrise...
| 07:21:58 AM PST

*sigh* it's 6:10 AM-sunrise, which is the saddest part of the day in my opinion....the time of day that i realize most that there is another day ahead and i didnt peacefully die in my sleep, no matter how much i wanted to.where the sweet, dark confines of the night slip from my grip, and i must wake from blissful sleep. where the moonlight fades, and sunlight dominates again. my dreams of normality are torn from my head, and im left with no one but me. i hate living hating myself. but i would hate even more to live to love.