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i love meeting new people so comment me, message me, and i promise i'll do it back.

I'm single but NOT looking. im still dealing with a heart break and the last thing i want is a girlfriend. I like being single and I just want to have fun.

soo u should get to know me. =]

sup? im todd. i do a lot of sports; hockey, football, gymnastics, baseball, basketball, and surfing and a lot of other stuff for fun. im big on brand and i wear a lot of abercrombie and stuff. Im in highschool and gunna be a junior.
i love my parents, their real supportive of me. im catholic and i do love god. water is basically my life. i spend most weekends and summers out on the lake or beach. waterskimming and surfing is pretty much wat i love doing. and when it comes to girls, i tend to get a little too overprotective if i care about them [alot].

FOOTBALL; im super big on football, i love it and it gets me pumped and jst being out on that field and the friday night lights, its an ecstatic feeling. i love it more than anything. and i am the new starting quarterback and captain for the varsity! hell yeah baby. continue the legacy! the panthers will own as always.

SKATEBOARDING; the other thing that i love. i really havent done it much but im starting to again and its awesome. skateboarding keeps me alive and its the other part of my life apart from that green turf. =]

shout out board:
That Special Girl in my heart =]
Mason [best man here. for real. haha],
Emily [known her since kindergarten. best friend for sure.],
Sam[my other best man. lol],
Lincoln and Trent [surfing mates],
Aimee [awesome. no joke. she can put her fist in her mouth =)]
Riley [too kool]
Dana [my party buddy]

GIRLS:
i hate snobby ugly girls. girls that think they're so pretty and great. if you really arent that pretty than stop acting like you are. you're just a fake poser. that means, if you're ugly and you talk to me, don't act like ur the hottest thing on earth. that crap pisses me off. ur not gunna make urself hotter by saying u r. DUH! common sense. but on the other hand, if u really are pretty. then ur pretty. no questions there.

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November 21

my story and sorrow.

theres was this nice boy that knew this girl that he thought was nice. that boy fell in love with her... she was an amazing, sweet, smart, caring, and beautiful girl. they knew eachother since they were kids. they had been the best of friends and grew to be more than that. as of age that boy planned to propose to her. there had been so many complications, but the boy was once told that if it was meant to be, then everything would work out. he thought it was meant to be so he thought he would wait it out and give them both time to settle their differences, mature, and learn theres more to life and that they would have to go through many obstacles for love....

another boy found that girl... and that boy fell in love with the same girl. the girl was so confused, she didn't know who she really loved and she had trouble finding it in her heart to decide who was her true love. the nice boy that was first in love with her was also befuddled and needed to ponder. when that boy was having trouble himself, that girl told him, "why is it that the good guys always get screwed over?" and that boy said "well then i must be a great guy because thats all ive gotten is being screwed over" and that girl told him she would never treat him like that. but she didnt realize that she was the one screwing him over, that she was the one he was so torn over.

Soon the other boy that was currently with her had to move. and he asked her to wait for him. and she finally searched her heart and discovered that he was the one she wanted to be with. So she promised to wait for him. They promised eachother they would be together forever and no matter what and then that boy even went to the lengths of buying her an extremely expensive promise ring. he agreed to visit her at least once a month or as much as possible until he would be able to return 7 months later... she cried her heart out for several days until there was nothing left to cry.... and the boy that had been there all along, the one that got screwed over, was by her side the whole time. he was the one who comforted her, he was the one who stayed up all night to listen to her cry.. he realized that she really did love the other guy. and so he decided to give her up. he loved her so much and he really thought he was going to be able to spend the rest of his life with her. he realized that if he was ever going to be happy, he just wanted her to be happy. he loved her more than anything and would trade the universe for her and he did the mature and true thing, he let her go. he just wanted her to be happy even if it meant that he would be hurt. it killed him and he still coped with it.

he realized their love was all lies and that theirs wasnt true.. the girl and the other boy were true.. and now he envies more than anything for that. he still wants to believe that he loves this girl even if it wasnt meant to be.... even if it was meant to be for her and someone else, he still loves her. and he will always love her no matter what. she was his first love, his only love, always and forever. letting go is the most painful thing. and when you are being torn apart and your world has already fallen, its the worst feeling in the world.

The end.
(the story stops here because my life hasnt moved on... it cant move on without first letting go of the past..........)

after reading all of that, wanna guess where i fall in the story???????
yeah im that guy that got screwed over and now im really upset, angry, jealous, envious, sad, and just feeling like an idiot. and im trying to let go of this girl... this amazing girl......
he loves her... and she loves him... i can see that.. im not stupid... and their love is true..
theyre in love with eachother and its a really beautiful thing.
me and her.... well lets just say there was only one of us in love... and i guess u cant call it love if there was only one person in it can u? well i just hope the best for them.. and i really hope one day i can find someone else that willl love me as much i will love her. as for right now, im still in the state of reckless emotions.

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October 23

I HATE HATE HATE everything in my life

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its hard to believe how much a person can ruin EVERYTHING for you.......

i hate everything now
i hate school
i hate football
i hate my friends
i hate my parents
i hate my life

i wanna go crawl into a little safe corner and sit there forever
screw love
it just stabs u right in the back when ur not looking
and its hard to believe its even real

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September 24

homcoming

So homecoming was pretty much amazing and one of the best i've ever had and i've had about 3 soo far. lol
but this was definitely the best.
so i spent $200 on tiffany's mum.
and i was crowned prince on homecoming court.
and my lady was crowned dutchess.
my garter was pretty kool it lit up with lights and stuff and had a button that played our school fight song.

and for those of you who dont know,
the way homecoming court works is,
seniors are queen and king, juniors are prince and princess, sophmores are duke and dutchess, and freshman are lord and lady.

i was playing during the game but i got to see her afterwards then the dance was on saturday.
she looked so amazing i couldnt even describe.
when she walked down the stairs and i saw her it was like whoa dude.

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August 28

so im pretty much grounded

soo school finally starts
and its the start of the season for football and i get grounded.
how gay is that?!
yeah well me and sam went to crystal's party and we kinda had to sneak out to go to it. and we would have gotten away with it if we came home like 10 minutes earlier than we did.
gah fate and time is NOT on my side lol. yeah and the girl i love is in love with someone else. when i finally confess my true and sincere feelings, she just happens to get a new boyfriend. wow.......
how unlucky am i? lol.
soo im still allowed to go to football games of course and gymnastics. and i still have my phone and stuff but i just wont get to hang out. oh yeah and they blocked myspace on my computer so i guess i cant get on myspace for a while.

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August 21

heart breaks to end a summer

always the same girl.

i guess its hard to let go of your first love.
isnt your first supposed to be your only?
but can you call it love if only one person was in it?
this is ridiculous.
how can i love a girl that will only tear me apart.

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