Age: 18
Location: Ames, IA
Joined On: Sep 25, 2008
My names Justin. I like music.
I do things my own way most of the time.
I like to draw, paint, and a few different other art mediums.
I like to chat, talk, text, converse, and basically all forms of communication.
I don't like writing these anymore, so talk to me if you want to know more.
If all she wants is a place to rest her head, which she sings day in and day out let her sleep in your arms. If she needs a place to hide, away from the troubles and worries of the world, hide her in your embrace. If she seeks nothing yet everything at once, when the sun falls from the blue sky and the pale moon rises amongst the twisted willows, let her seek you out. If all you need is a girl to love, wait, waiting for the world, the fates will let the world bend for you.
My heart is ever so impatient, like a man standing on an empty platform, waiting for a train due at 10 in the afternoon. It stands and listens, as if hearing the pulsing steam piston as it rolls around the bend only to find a phantom steamer going through his head. My head tosses like the restless ocean, in the deep water I'm drowning, waiting for that fair skinned hand, soft and gentle to reach for my frail and worn fingers. To pull me from the bitter chill of the sea's bite and show me the sunlight that coats the surface of the endless blue. The beach so calm, untouched is like an unreachable goal, a dream, where that same fair skinned beauty walks about the trees and rocks, watching the tide, maybe one day to pull my weary form the waves. On that day I press my lips to hers and the world stops, the sun dies and the clocks freeze. That moment will stay in my mind forever, long after the days of my youth, long after I'm set into the ground, in my grave shall be a loving memory, a sweet embrace, a hallowed kiss, a warmth that is not matched by any. Even on a gloomy rainy day, when she walks from my life forever, I will be smiling, yet I can hope to god that that endless sorrow never reaches my head. My heart will still beat for her, every breath for her, her happiness makes mine, my tears in sync with the ones streaming down the fair skinned cheeks of a most gorgeous Angel. If you really love a girl, treat her like a miracle, treasure the days when you can wake up to her calm visage lain so close to yours. And if you are a fair skinned beauty, give those living in the gray days of solitude a chance, because when you find one with a true heart, clad in gold, with eyes of depth, and he is the one meant for you, then you shall know happiness, even if for only a second, it is those moments we treasure.
The ground is brittle like glass, and the sounds are like nails on a chalk board. This hallow is not for many, the purity of the walls was already taken once. Though the pristine white has returned, the memories of those terrible times is still fresh. This is her heart, I only glimpse at this sacred ground from afar for now. I would brace the floors, and make the walls glow bright white. I will do whatever it takes to see this place from the inside. Her smile, her hand in mine, what more is there to come? I can only pray that I have the honor of seeing the rest of this story.
Though the cards tell me I'm a knight, my armor is tarnished and dull, I have no maiden to watch over, no valiant steed to ride upon, but I shall gladly take up my sword for her. I'll march against an army, fight the world, and I will not fail while in her favor. Until then I'm falling apart at the seams, the gaps in my armor spilling out what makes me whole. I struggle to walk the streets, rise from my pillow in the morning, I did not mean for this to be the result, I had no intention of being so hung up on her, but with a girl so sweet, so beautiful, so amazing, it is hard to be awe struck. I fear that time will keep it's course clouded and lead me blindly down the path.
In my dreams I am brought to my knees in her presence, I dare not move or even speak. Her company in my mind is more sacred then the holiest of grounds, more regal then royalty, more elegant then an angel. I could write a million pages, and paint a million canvases, all in her name, but I know in my heart nothing I can do in this mortal life will do her justice. Waking in the morning to find this cruel reality with her still at much more then arms length is painful, but for every second I am graced by dreams of her presence I thank god if he truly exists.
I don't know if I know her name yet, but I can feel her so close to me even now. I don't want to know the pain without her in my arms for much longer.
If I seem like a child Then grow up without me You say I'm so blind But my eyes can still see I may be small But I will conquer This smile of mine Hides teeth behind it What I have here This fabled innocence It'll bring you down Cause your twisted And fucked up
Corry
hahah, how can the best horror movie not be
scary? hmmm.i haven't seen paranormal activity, but i
realllllyy wanna see the fourth kind.
posted 2 days ago
Corry
hah.thank you. hmm.being bored at my aunt's
house. post thanksgiving type stuff. lamee. yoooooou?
posted 3 days ago
Corry
hey misterr. i like your writings:)
posted 4 days ago
better than a video game !lizz
HEY! sirrrrr. its so good to hear from you! message me,
this wall posting is lame :p tell me whats up and whats
good :)
posted Nov 03
better than a video game !lizz
so heres the deal, people hate me for this... but i
read comments, and then i reply to them in my head, and
thinking iv already replied, i dont end up actually
sending a reply message! im horrible for it, i do it
while texting ALL the time *slaps hand* bad me :p but
you. you you you. how are you?! :)
posted Jul 20
Kenna
of course i liked it :] okay just let me know, i cant
thursday thru saturday because im going to my great
grandmas
posted Jul 13
Mellissa JoAnne(:
Heh, same here. :) only four more weeks and I'm out.
How long do you have?
posted Apr 30
Mellissa JoAnne(:
Heh, same here. :) only four more weeks and I'm out.
How long do you have?
posted Apr 30