imperfect

Posted April 9, 2006

I cut myself with this knife~
Hoping that someday it will end my life,

I will cut deeper and deeper until it bleeds too much~
It has a warm a painful touch,

I sit here and think~
That I could die with one quick blink,

My heart will never heal~
As I am sure I will never feel,

I made the mistake of letting you in~
Compassion being my only sin,

All that is left is my shame and disgrace~
As my heart slows from it is once quick pace,

I do not think you will miss me at all~
I hope you will be able to see me fall!