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Always
Posted June 30 | Leave a Comment
I need to get a couple of things off my chest. You may not want to hear them (in this case read them) but they need to be said. You may not want to read this, but it would mean a lot to mean if you did. I know you never meant to intenionally hurt me but you did. I forgive you for what happened before (with "the bitch") but I feel as if I mean nothing to you. I know you have changed since the first time we were together but I guess I made the mistake of hoping I could get the man i loved befor… read more
demented
Posted April 10 | Leave a Comment
A feeling~ Undecided how taken, The way it overcomes~ Like locust, Between the both~ It is valuable and priceless, It could become something~ Never expressed, Something one feels~ Once in a blue moon, What can it be? A churning within~ Burning, yet unnoticeable, Like a knife piercing skin~ Painful but relaxing, Warmth dripping from a wound~ Draining pain and sickness, A gat held high~ Waiting to be released, The feeling~ It is torture and pleasure, Stress released in ways~ No one… read more
darkness within
Posted April 10 | Leave a Comment
For those who were condemned to damnation~ You will rise again, The one you seek is near~ Closer than one should know, The fierce and immortal beings~ Will bow down to thee, Covens will transform and sanctify~ The darkness within, The end of an era has begun~ With the innocence of the blood-sucking gods! read more
imperfect
Posted April 9 | Leave a Comment
I cut myself with this knife~ Hoping that someday it will end my life, I will cut deeper and deeper until it bleeds too much~ It has a warm a painful touch, I sit here and think~ That I could die with one quick blink, My heart will never heal~ As I am sure I will never feel, I made the mistake of letting you in~ Compassion being my only sin, All that is left is my shame and disgrace~ As my heart slows from it is once quick pace, I do not think you will miss me at all~ I hope you… read more
smile
Posted April 8 | Leave a Comment
A smile creates happiness in the home, fosters good will in business and is a countersign of friends. It is rest to the weary, daylight to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, and natures best antidote for trouble. Yet it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is no earthy good to anybody until it is given away. And if somebody is too tired to give you a smile, just give them one of your anyway. For nobody needs a smile as much as those whom have none left to… read more
What truth lies?
Posted April 8 | Leave a Comment
You told me that you cared for me~ No matter what you would be there, What truth lies? You even said you had feelings for me~ Even though they could not be explained, What truth lies? Then you turned your back on me~ Because of careless things your friends said, What truth lies? When the matter of the situation was at hand~ They were jealous of what we had, You blew it over dumb sayings~ Even you had true feelings for me, You took the time to be with me~ But then you started to treat me… read more
