Age: 18
Location: Vancouver, WA
Joined On: Aug 26, 2006
My life is dark and depreesing. the only thing that makes me happy is the love of my life Darren. Hes my world, my life. I dont know what i would do with out him. If only he was here with me things would be perfect well more perfect. Because since i have meet him my world has changed. I have gotten darker/eviler which i like. My life has changed so much sonce the cruise i went on where i met Daren. I know he lives miles away but hes worth it because im in love with him but i dont know if hes just dating me because he gets to have a girlfriend but i know he loves me because i can feel it. Hes always on my mind and in my black heart that has been sewned together by his love. He is what is holding my heart together. I LOVE DARREN SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL!!!! I MISS YOU DARREN, COME BACK TO ME SO WE CAN BE TOGETHER AGAIN.
I LOVE YOU!!!!
dude i think im in love with this guy. i met him on cruz and ya. but i think hes the one but idk. he lives so far away from me. 183 mile but its worth it. his father doesnt want us to date tho so idk wat to do about it
dude i hate myself. i met a guy on a cruz and i took his first kiss and now im his first girlfriend. why do i always end up with guys tht have not had tht many girlfriends? well this time im glad i met this guy. hes so sexy, nice, and we have alot in common. i love him so much. but brfore we started to date he told me he was planning on killing himself i became sad. now tht we are together im the only reason why hes living. i dont want to lose him. he means so much to me. hes my lil asian boi. hehe. his dad doesnt want us to be together but thts not going to stop us. if we have to we will run away. i love this guy hes so awesome. i hate beig with out him. i was able to hold him and kiss him when we were together but now tht we went home we dont see each other. im so sad. i miss him. but ya ever since tht cruz i have cut myself tht was suxh an emotional cruz. also im not emo im emic. and yes there is a difference, the difference is im a gothic emo so ya. but i first started to cut myself before i even heard of emo and the word emo. so if u call me straight up emo ill be pissed off.
dude i am new to this. i cant belive im on here. htis is so kool. thanx to my new lova darren. i miss him so much. hes such a great guy. i wish he was here right now. but ya i am so emo right now i need a razor blade or sumthing sharp.
I MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU DARREN!!!!!
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posted Apr 21
bloody_adaku
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posted Sep 16
bloody_adaku
Damn, girl u need more friends ^_^ lolz jkjk but yeah
seriously i miss u so much babe. if only my dad wasn\'t
such a bitch i could be with u more. come back soon!
*kissez and hugglez*
posted Sep 03