"I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined. It's because we're so trapped in our culture, in the being of being human on this planet with the brains we have, and the same two arms and legs everybody has. We're so trapped that any way we could imagine to escape would be just another part of the trap. Anything we want, we're trained to want. It's pathetic how we can't live with the things we can't understand. How we need everything labeled and explained and deconstructed. If you can change the way people think, they way they seem themselves, the way they see the world; if you do that, you can change the way people live their lives. And that's the only lasting thing you can create." Chuck Palahniuk My name is Brittney. I'm 15 & a Pisces, Year of the Dog. Take me seriously, but not too seriously. 2 words to describe me: silly & random. I can be funny, but at the same time shy. What I have experienced in my life has taught me to trust no one. I think the sooner you stop trusting and start questioning, the more you learn. I don't want to be anything that has already existed. I'm a perfectionist. You say something's nice, I'll tell you 10 things wrong with it. Being a perfectionist means constantly trying to better myself and everything around me. I'm a visual learner. That means I don't care what you have to say. Words mean little to me. Unless I'm reading what you're saying. I probably won't remember any of it. I'm extremely down to earth and realistic. It amuses me when people tell me what kind of person I am. Especially when these wanna-be psychologists have never met me. I never let what anyone tells me bother me. I know who I am and I know what matters. And it's definitely not the opinion of people who don't matter. That doesn't mean I think I'm the shit, that means I don't give a shit what you think, learn the difference. I like how people tell me to change my style. I'm not sorry for liking what I like, and I'm going to look however I want and like whatever I please. Oh here's a thought. Stop trying to dehumanize me with a label based on my appearance. Maybe if people stopped worrying so much about other people. There wouldn't be so many fake losers out there. And people would be who they actually wanted to be. Without fear of being ridiculed. People who are mean to animals disgust me. But I could never be a vegetarian or I'd starve to death. I'm finding myself believing that our lives are nothing but times spans that mean nothing. I don't strive to be old and useless. Live fast, die pretty fersure. I live for comedy, laughing is one of my favorite things ever. I think everyone would be much happier if they made it a mission to laugh as much as possible. I don't work out, I don't diet, I don't throw up. I don't speak in a conventional manner. I say fuck, shit, and dude way too many times a day. I actually do play video games. I love ps2. SailorMoon and Tenchi are the only anime I like. I can't figure out why we're obsessed with prolonging life. Don't do this, don't do that, "it's bad for you". How about fuck that, if I like it, I'm doing it. Why live an extra day to do shit I don't even want to do. Stop assuming my life is something it's not. I'm just trying to make the most of my existence like anyone else.