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Toria's Latest Random Thoughts
Posted December 5 | Leave a Comment
Sooo... What's new in my life? Let's see. I have a job!!!! And a boyfriend. An amazing boyfriend. I know, I know. I wasn't planning on trying to date guys again. In fact, I had a really bad crush on this one girl... But the relationship with the girl was impossible, and I really wanted to make things work with the guy. I dated him a couple years ago... and majorly fucked things up then. So, after a year and a half of not seeing each other, and dating other people, we got back together. We are… read more
Single... (venting, and trying to figure things out)
Posted October 22 | Leave a Comment
So... My girlfriend and I broke up... I didn't think I'd cry. I really didn't. I mean, I knew it was coming. I had actually expected it sooner. But, whatever. I cried. I miss her. We were together a year and one month. That is a very very very long time. We are still friends, we didn't fight or anything, in fact it was probably the happiest break up there could possibly be. It wasn't anything bitter or angry or anything. She just met some guy, a really awesome guy, who is about 1,300 miles clo… read more
My Mental Disorder lol
Posted September 2 | Leave a Comment
.:What's Your Personailty Disorder?:. {Beautiful Dark Pics} .:Obsessive-Conposlive:. ~Summary~ Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend… read more
missing her
Posted August 31 | Leave a Comment
So... I am missing my girlfriend. Really really missing her. And feeling lonely. The kind of lonely you can only feel late at night when you are separated from the person who means the most to you. 1,300 miles is a long ways to be separated. And she is one of those amazing people that can always make you feel better when she's around. I haven't even been able to really talk to her lately. It is driving me crazy. I'll still wake up, every now and then, wondering where she is. She spent about th… read more
An Update On The Life Of Toria
Posted August 26 | Leave a Comment
So, it's been a while since I've posted a blog. Well, I've been busy... In a good way! My dance schedule will be monday evenings, wednesday evenings, and saturday mornings. This will not include rehearsals. These are just my classes. So, for all you dearest friends out there who actually want to spend time with me, I had you in mind when I didn't overload myself this time. But anyways... if anybody knows where I might find a cheap drumset in good condition... or better yet, a free drumset in m… read more
What the fuck?
Posted August 21 | Leave a Comment
So.... I am confused. See, there is this girl. I have dated her for a year. The major humungouso problem is that she lives about 1,300 fucking miles away from me. When we are together, everything is great, honestly the time we've shared together is so incredible, the memories are priceless. The fucking problem is that she is really falling for a guy (fucking men... may they all burn in fucking hell). The bigger problem is that he is about 1,300 miles closer. Bastard. He seems really sweet, I d… read more
Ughh...
Posted April 28 | Leave a Comment
It's midnight. I'm not tired. At all. Then again, I never am, but this is awful. I haven't slept properly in FOREVER, so it shouldn't matter. Drinking four pots of coffee today probably hasn't helped my insomnia, but it took away my headache. Ughhh, I have dance rehearsal for forever Saturday, dance pictures all day Sunday, and nobody on here cares, but I need to randomly babble somewhere. Cancer sucks. Heart issues suck. Spinal issues suck. The list is pretty long, of all the issues my friend… read more
