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FEFIFOFALLIALLI
Age: 20
Location: Norwalk / Lake Havasu
Joined On: May 14, 2006
martha isabelle
texas.
bondservant2391
Lake havasu city.AZ
LOVES: hair dye. red lipstick. cloudy days. caramel. cuddling. pompadores. lollipops. the salvation army. driving on the 10. cherry-limeade. make up. music. God. dancing. fivetone.com. my padre. zucchini. black and white photographs. my mom. vanilla bean ice cream with monster khaos. eye shadow. Adam, Nicki and baby chubs. jumping cliffs with my friends. metroparkusa.com. liquid eyeliner. sunshine. Z. talking to people over 60. cheek kisses. swankys on firestone blvd. getting letters in the mail. Noah. holding hands. apple juice. eskimo kisses. pink nano kitty. sparks. nail polish. blush. climbing trees. brushing my teeth. playing dress up. gatorade. my car heater. silver shoes. Caleb.fake eyelashes. trees. face paint. the beach. DISLIKES: when people shout at me. falling asleep angry at someone. wal-mart. its AMERICA speak ENGLISH. being lied to. boys that like boys. amercrombie and fitch. feet. people that go out in their pajamas. artichokes. wrinkly fingers after my shower. guns. karaoke. sleeping. one word texts. BAD HABITS: hanging up on people. getting distracted too easily. driving a bit fast. kikcin' stuff. spitting. impatient about everything. incapability of telling a story and driving at the same time. writing on myself.
SUBF part 2
When we fight...
..it is how I get this feeling in my chest.
..it is how I get this pressure on my ribs.
..it is how I get those red lines on my arms.
..it is how I get the ability to stay awake for days.
..it is how I get the tears in my eyes.
..it is how I get those bruises.
..it is how I get so careless about everything else.
..it is how I get nauseous every time i think about you.
..it is how I get this burning in my lungs.
..it is how I get so dizzy in my head.
..it is how I get that knot in my stomach.
..it is how I get so creative with words.
..it is how I come to care so little for breathing.
screwed up best friendship. (a work in progress)
I'M not worth fighting for.
YOU started this fight.
I'M jealous.
YOURE jealous.
I hate living so far away.
YOURE scared to be around me.
I'LL never be right.
YOURE never wrong.
I always forget.
YOU always forgive.
I try to make you happy.
YOU try to get your way.
I love you.
YOU love me.
I'LL care about you until I die.
YOU'LL care if youre number one until I die.
I ask if you had a fun night.
YOU ask if i gave out my number.
I talk about just giving up.
YOURE pretty good at talking me out of it.
I tell you every detail.
YOU say it was nothing.
I can't stand another fight.
YOU say "we can get through anything."
I get this feeling in my chest.
YOURE the only one that causes it.
I can't take that anymore.
YOU know how this is all making me feel.
I just can't deal with all
YOUR hypocrisy.
I can't believe
YOU expected it to last when
WE are this way.
0h 0h 0h
im so so happy i got to go to a show lastnight. plus it was a show that i really wanted to go to plus i went my my cousin Amanda... its weird how much were discovering that were alike. i <3 her. ill be ina good mood for a week because of STEFY <3... and her black ever-present boy shorts.
all mixed up...
so im getting ready to move out of state in one week and two days. its pretty crazy because ive lived in the same place for eleven years. ive always said that i hated living in havasu and i couldnt wait to get out of here... now that its time im kinda realizing how much i actually like it here. i mean you can wake up and grab some friends and go to the lake whenever you want. not to mention how many awesome people ive come across while living here. its gonna be sad when im driving away for good... then again im gonna be really happy and excited.
im excited for all the new friends im gonna' make...
but its gonna' break my heart to leave the ones i have here.
im excited to live in a new place...
but its kinda scary at the same time.
im anxious to start college...
but not really.
i cant wait to spend more time with my family out there...
but im leaving the family im with ALL the time.
im excited for all the shows ill get to go to...
but im gonna miss the one stinky tiny venue out here... for some reason.
but thats the way life goes.
marwolf
not that good... im here in my friends shop relaxing
and drinking coffee.. :]
posted Feb 18
marwolf
hi there! how are you dear??
posted Feb 16
turnyourheadandcough
miss u.
posted Dec 18
turnyourheadandcough
sure, its my name. hoping i can check my inbox later
and b surprised.
posted Dec 02
turnyourheadandcough
im miserable. and to add to it. 2 of those pictures are
mine. at least i thought they were/
posted Nov 25
turnyourheadandcough
cute.
posted Nov 18
nojocarter@yahoo.com
hey sista im miss you im sooooooooooooo tired cuz CAndy
Larry and our Parents can talk until 1:00 in the
morning so i slept in until 10:45(im turning into
you!!!!) so i just wanted to say that i love you and
miss you so oh yea i HAVE TO start P.E. on friday
(which by the way IS GAY!!!! :( )
posted Sep 20
marwolf
wow! cool!!! me?! making my homework...and researching
some sh**.. lol ugghh i hate this kind of subject..
<33
posted Sep 06